Korean class, Sister

I walked into some building with my friend Chris (Pumba). I think it was my first day at school - and I was looking for classroom # 10-10 - and I believe it was a korean language class. We walked to a door, and it said 10-9 and I told Chris no, it's 10-10. He said "Look, it is 10-10." I look again, and sure enough it said 10-10. So we pushed open the door and saw some korean people sitting in class, socializing and waiting for the teacher. All of a sudden I wasn't in the classroom anymore - but watching it from a small tv screen. There was a black lady with short light brown hair in a blue skirt suit talking, while walking out of the building (through the same doors I had walked through).

Then I was fighting with a girl - both my hands were intertwined with hers and we were trying to push each other. We both had our hands grabbing tightly til we were white-knuckled. We were face to face - our noses just a few inches apart. I was yelling at her - telling me there's no way she was my sister. "You can't be my sister. Yeah right. You don't even look like me or my family. I don't have a sister." I just remember looking into her eyes while she was snarling at me and glaring. Short black hair, tied up in a pony tail. Light skinned, some freckles and no makeup. I remember saying "See - even look at your nose. Not even the same, there's no way you're my sister." I let go, feeling so angry and almost in tears. I walked off and my mom had walked by, and I said to my mom in korean, "Mom - how the hell in the world is she my sister? No - she's not related to me. There's no way." And my mom just said, "I know..." (Real life - I have no sister, just a younger brother).

Ten
Ten corresponds to closure, great strength, and gains. It also symbolizes the law and can refer to the ten commandments.

Sister
If you do not have a sister and dream that you have one, then it signifies feminine qualities that you need to activate or acknowledge within your own self. Pay attention to the actions and behavior of your dream sister.

Terrorist in a wooden barrel

Weird dream. I was walking around some foreign place - sand/dirt roads and old buildings. I was holding a large paint bucket and inside was a terrorist. There was a tour guide of some sort with me, and we walked to this one spot where there were huge wooden barrels. I peeped inside through the top, and there was a seat inside. The top had 3 holes in it. Tour guide explained to me that the barrels were where they kept captured terrorists. They would lock them in there for days, weeks - so that the public can spit/hit/humiliate them. So the 3 holes on top - one was for the head, the other two small holes were for the arms. The tour guide unlocked the top - and told me to put my bucket in. I placed the bucket on top of the seat in the barrel, and the tour guide slammed the lid shut and locked it. And we walked off...

Chasing Lucky, Bristle Brush

I was in some area with buildings and a lot of trees. I was walking with a group of people, and I see a dog running. A brown labrador. It was my dog (although I don't own a brown labrador in my waking life). I started chasing after it. His name was Lucky. I tried running as fast as I could - but he was always a few inches within reach. I remember I just kept running and screaming "Lucky! Lucky!" Figures - Luck never comes to me... I have to chase it.

I also remember seeing a bristle hair brush.

Dog
To see a dog in your dream, symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. The dream suggests that your strong values and good intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and bring you success.

Brush
To see a brush in your dream, symbolizes your desire to brush away problems or something in your life that needs to be cleaned up.

Countryside and Falling/Stuck Car

I was on the back of a truck or something, riding around on the countryside where there was a lot of open land and plants/trees. Looked like a mix of farms and wineries. I was standing in some barn, and look to my left and see something that looks like a rottweiler sitting on the dry grass behind a white fence. I walk up to it, wanting to take a photo. As I'm walking up to it, I noticed the face was shaped like a camel face and not a dog. And as I moved forward, with my eyes still on the creature - the head turned into a donkey and then into a moose head. Colors didn't change though, still had the rottweiler colors and even the almond brows that rottweilers have. I started snapping pictures. I remember walking around other farm/winery areas. Saw a sheep that looked like a cartoon but it was real. Brown and tan, kept running from me.

I was driving somewhere - there was a passenger with me but not sure who. I think it was a female? There was one ramp going up, and one ramp next to it going down. I was in the middle and tried to drive on the ramp going up. I felt the car tug to the right - and next thing I know, my car was hanging. Drivers side was stuck on the ramp going up and the passenger side was hanging down, about to fall. I remember trying to shift my body to try to pull the car back up but I knew it was hopeless, the car was falling down.

Whales, Bookstore and JJ

I was hanging out at some amusement park with some friends/old coworkers. Don't really remember who I was with exactly but I know they were people I already knew. The place almost looked like a Marine World or something. I was sitting at the edge of some huge pool - and a tour guide had told us all to turn and look at the whales. I look into the water and there were these 2 huge gray whales half the size of my neighborhood block. Both were gently floating and swimming near the surface. Al of a sudden something shot me into the water and I skidded across the water and on top of one of the whales. Then I was floating in the air above the pool - and noticed I was sitting on a 4ft by 4ft piece of saran wrap. I looked across the pool and saw this one girl I know, Shay and told her to catch me if I went to her side. I looked down at the water, and shot down - landed on the surface of the water but the saran wrap kept me from going into the water and getting wet, so I was kind of just bouncing on the surface of the water. After all that was done, I was sitting in some restaurant at the amusement park with the same people from earlier. Then I realized that it was Friday and I should have been at work. I forgot to request off the day. I was trying to find a way back to work.

I got to work somehow but it wasn't my real-life job. It was in some bookstore. There was a little old lady at the cashier, she was by herself in the store. I apologized to her for being late, but she kept saying I was fine and the boss didn't even know. I went into the back to change into my uniform which was pretty much a stereotypical librarian outfit. White button blouse and pencil red skirt. I couldn't find my tie. Not sure why I even needed one... but I kept looking around for a red tie. I went back out to the store and started organizing books. There were a few workers who forgot to wear their red ties and were getting yelled at by the boss and got kicked out of the store. I kept my back to the boss so that he wouldn't see me. My blouse also kept unbuttoning by itself.

JJ called me, and said "So you left your car at my house overnight?" And I said yeah. And there I was in front of this house, looking at my car. Then the scene switched and I was in his old car he had when I first met him (red honda hatchback) and I was driving it around my block. All of a sudden I was in the passenger seat and JJ was driving. We were talking, but I don't remember about what.

Whale
To see a whale in your dream, represents your intuition and awareness. You are in tuned to your sense of spirituality. Alternatively, it indicates a relationship or business project that is too enormous to handle. You may be feeling overwhelmed. The dream may also be a pun on "wailing" and a desire to cry out about something.

Pool
To see a pool of water in your dream, indicates that you need to understand and deal with your emotions. You need to dive right in. Alternatively, a pool may indicate your need for cleansing. You need to wash away the past.

Amusement Park
To see or be in an amusement park in your dream, indicates that you need to set some time for leisure and more enjoyment in your life. Consider how everything in the park is an expression of some aspect of yourself. Alternatively, you may be too easily distracted lately.

Book 

To see books in your dream, indicates calmness. You are moving toward your goals at a slow and steady pace. Books also symbolize knowledge, intellect, information and wisdom. Consider the type of book for additional clues. The dream may represent your calling into a specific field of work or an area that you need to devote more study to.

Librarian
To see or dream that you are a librarian, indicates a creative and knowledgeable mind.

Red
Red is an indication of raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, aggression, power, courage and passion. The color red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations.

Pink Bride, Telephone, Wedgie

I was standing in some church. Cement steps. There was a wedding going on, or about to. I was watching the bridesmaids run around in a flurry - their dresses were this pretty dusty satin rose color. They were getting ready to pose for a picture with the bride. The bride, was also wearing the same color dress but you could tell she was the bride - the bottom of her dress was fluffier and tied with a rubberband at the end? I recognized the bride, it was this girl I used to work with at Gap. J. I was standing next to someone, a guy - not that he was faceless but my dream blocked me from seeing who he was.

The dream switched to a house I was in, my own house but different. I was facing a stainless steel refrigerator and there was a phone molded into it. It rang, and I answered and it was J. She was calling to catch up and say hi, and how she was marrying this one guy we used to work with that I dated back in college, C. I was surprised - cause they hated each other at work. But she was telling me their story of how they fell in love - I was more repulsed just because he was an asshole. But I was happy for her. I must have dreamt of this cause he came up in conversation last night with a friend.

My dream switched back to the church. My guy was next to me still, and I grabbed his hand and we walked inside to sit. Instead of looking like a regular church with benches, this one looked like a classroom. Even had the little desk/chairs. I followed my guy and we walked past this couple who was sitting down. There was this asian girl who looked pissed, glaring up at us. She was wearing a red skirt. And I guess she had a wedgie or something and was picking it, so she flipped her skirt up totally exposing her panties. She was wearing these bright white granny panties that were pulled over her pantyhose. I kind of gave her a funny look as we were walking by and she just kept glaring at me. My guy found a seat behind them, and he sat down and there was no seat next to him. I just looked at him and smiled, and he smiled back and pulled me to sit on his lap.

Bride 

To see a bride in your dream, symbolizes a union or partnership. If you are single and dream that you are a bride, represents your desires for marriage. Alternatively, it may represent the most feminine qualities about yourself. The dream may also symbolize purity and virginal qualities.

Pink
Pink represents love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection, kindness. Being in love or healing through love is also implied with this color.

Red
Red is an indication of raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, aggression, power, courage and passion. The color red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations.

Marriage
To see a marriage in your dream, signifies commitment, harmony or transitional period. You are undergoing an important developmental phase in your life. The dream may also represent the unification of formerly separate or opposite aspects of yourself. In particular, it is the union of masculine or feminine aspects of yourself.

Telephone
To see or hear a telephone in your dream, signifies a message from your unconscious or some sort of telepathic communication. You may be forced to confront issues which you have tried to avoid. Alternatively, the telephone represents your communication and relationship with others.

Refrigerator
To see or open a refrigerator in your dream, represents your chilling personality and/or cold emotions. The dream may also be telling you that you need to put some goal, plan, or situation on hold. Alternatively, it signifies that you have found and accomplished what you have been unconsciously seeking.

M in Yellow

(Dream I had during a nap yesterday)

It was evening/night, and I was at some basketball court outside at a park with a group of friends, all guys. I looked off to the distance and saw some of my high school friends, so I started walking over to them but one of the guys in my group didn't want me to talk to them. But I went anyway. I was walking off and I stopped to turn around to look at my friends and paused. I saw M standing there watching me. He was wearing a bright yellow t-shirt. He had a really calm look on his face, and his eyes were green, almost glowing. Then my other friends ran to me and I just started chit chatting and catching up with them.

Yellow
Yellow is symbolic of intellect, energy, agility, happiness, harmony and wisdom.

Side dishes, Ground beef, Dress shopping

I had a few dreams but only remember snippets of them here and there.

I was in some classroom, and went to my desk. There were two clear containers filled with korean side dishes. I looked across the room and saw my cousin Woo, and asked him if they were his or Cheryle's. He said yeah, so I handed it to him. He was eating at his desk, facing the wall where there was a flat screen tv. He was watching football.

I walked out of the classroom and ended up at work. Same place but cubes were rearranged funny. I walked over to Jen and she was packing up her cube/desk as it was the last day of her contract. I was just standing there chatting with her, and this guy from our building in another department, K, came up to me and told me how he made a human figure out of ground beef. He handed it to me - about 8 inches tall. Round head, round arms and round legs. It was cold and rubbery, just like how ground beef would feel. I handed it back to him.

Walking around some outside mall - I was with some girls but not sure who they were. It was a nice mall though, we were on the 2nd floor and it was more like a wooden deck area (the walkways). I walked into one store, and was looking for a dress... one girl runs by and tells us that we're late for a photo shoot and if we don't hurry up and get our dresses and run downstairs that we're going to get in trouble.

Old me and metal stairs

I was walking down some city street and it was day time. I was on the sidewalk walking right next to an old high school classmate, Erica. We saw a couple coming up from behind us and passed us on Erica's left. And the couple - it was the old me with some other guy with his arm wrapped around the old me. Had my hair tied up in a ponytail and it was still long. My glasses were on. Gray hoodie sweater and jeans. I looked at the old me and just smiled as I watched the old me walk off.

I was inside some building that had dark gray brick walls, and colorful graffiti in certain spots. There were metal stairs against the brick wall. I was running down the stairs running from someone or something. I was also swinging through metal bars to go faster. Then - there was a chunk of stairs missing. The flight of stairs I was on, had led straight into the wall.T he floor below was missing stairs.B ut the floor below that, had stairs. I remember standing there staring at the wall wondering why one floor didn't have any steps. I think I just jumped down to the next flight of steps.

School Buses and Disneyland

Nightfall, I was riding in the back of a minivan or something - not sure who I was with. The minivan pulled into this dark parking lot that had a few dim orange parking lights. Drove past these 2 school buses that were parking along the fence at the end. I looked out the window to my left and saw that one school bus was flipped over entirely upside down. I tried looking to see if there were any people in the bus. The bus right in front of that one, was filled with kids. One kid ran out and was saying something to the driver of the minivan I was in. He left a metal lunch box in the middle of the lot between us and the school buses.

I was in a hotel - supposedly at Disneyland? I was with my "family" only they weren't my real family. Set of white parents and 2 sisters. I had changed into my pj's and looked at the clock which was on the ceiling above the bed. It said 9:20. My "parents" were saying that Disneyland is on lock down and closed at 9:30 and everyone must be in bed. They got a call on their cell phone from my other "sister" who had ran away. She told them she stole the car and was driving somewhere. My "parents" put their clothes on and left the hotel to go search for her. 5 minutes later, the "sister" walks in. Petite, dark brown hair tied up in a ponytail with short bangs in the front. Black tank top, dark jeans and dark eye makeup. She looked punk rock-ish. She told me and our other sister, "Let's go around the park. They're open 24 hours."

School Bus
To see a school bus in your dream, suggests that you are about to venture on a life journey needed for your own personal growth.

Parking Lot
To dream that you are in parking lot, suggests that you need to slow down and take some time to relax from your daily activities.

Clock 

To see a clock in your dream, signifies the importance of time in some waking situation. You may be feeling some anxiety of not being on top of things. Your mind may be preoccupied with a deadline that you have to meet or some other time-sensitive issue. It is time for you to tread on and speed up your actions. If the clock is chiming, then it suggests that time is running out. Alternatively, clocks symbolize the ticking of the human heart and thus is indicative of the emotional side of your life.If the clock has stopped, then it signifies death. This is a common theme for the terminally ill or the dying. Consider the time shown on the clock and determine the significance of the numerals or of the time. To dream that the time on a clock is moving or speeding out of control, symbolizes some overwhelming task or emotion that you are going through in your waking life.

Nine

Nine denotes completion and that you are on a productive path. Rebirth, inspiration and reformation. You are seeking to improve the world.

Four
Four denotes stability, physical limitations, hard labor and earthly things, as in the four corners of the earth. It also stands for materialistic matters. You get things done.

Sandy Hills and Driving Game

I was with Levina, James and a few other people. We were near this business building but it was kind of near a sandy cliff with a bunch of trees. Riding bikes, we decided to go down the hill. Hopped off our bikes and started crawling down through the bushes and dirt. I remember looking towards the building and there were these filipino guys in red shirts pointing at us. I think one had a gun. I screamed RUN! And we all scattered down the hill. I managed to get to the side and ran around the building.

All of a sudden it was night and I was in some half empty parking lot. I was walking towards a white van - I was supposed to drive it? I looked inside and got creeped out. So I asked this one guy (forgot who) if it was alright if I just drove the other car, and he said ok. I ended up in my own car, and Levina drove by in her Jeep and we said bye. She went out the long way cause her Jeep wouldn't fit. I went the short way out, turned right at the metal fence. And then I saw Fred in his car. I sped up - and it turned into 3rd person view, like a video game. I was able to see myself driving from birds eye view. I started racing Fred - the road was just some highway that was in the air, nothing else around. The highway/road turned more purple the faster we went. But there was no road ahead of our cars - it was being created as we were driving, 10 feet at a time. I could hear Fred say, "I hope we're making the right road or else we're f*cked if we don't land on the connecting road!" There was a giant map beneath us. I remember driving and turning my car to the edge of the map where I could see a marked highway.

Pacifia Pier

Few nights ago - had a dream that I was in Pacifica on the pier. It was cloudy, wind blowing - the sky was gray. I was hiding a rope under my jacket, holding it against my chest. I was briskly walking down the pier almost towards the end and tied one end of the rope to the pier. I hurried and slid the other end around my neck so that people wouldn't see - I don't even remember if people were around. I jumped off the pier and hung myself. This entire dream was from third person view. I remember seeing myself hanging from the pier, body limp and rocking slowly with the waves, in the wind.

Suicide
To dream that you commit suicide, suggests that conditions in your life are so frustrating that you no longer want to deal with the situation or relationship. You may be harboring feelings of guilt that you cannot get over and thus turning the aggression on yourself. You need to start approaching problems from a different angle. Alternatively, it may suggest that you are saying good-bye to one aspect of yourself and hello to a whole new you. It is symbolic of a personal transformation or a new stage in your life.

Pier
To see or dream that you are on a pier, represents self-reflection and an introspect into your unconscious. You are ready to explore and grow as an individual. The dream signal emotional and spiritual growth.

Fast Food Kiosks & Planet Earth

I was hungry so decided to go to a taco bell. I went inside - and at the counter, there were about 4 huge kiosks. I stood in line, and watched as other people used the touch-screen kiosks to punch in their orders. It was my turn, and I ordered a meal - then slid my debit card on the side of the kiosk to pay. There were workers behind the kiosks - just standing there in case customers needed help. My receipt printed out, and I waited on the side for my food which came out shortly. I'm sure there is a possibility of this happening soon, if not already.

Another dream - I was in my backyard sitting in the patio area at night. I looked to the right and saw what I thought was the moon - but actually was the earth. Blue globe in the distance, and I saw the outline of North and South Americas. I couldn't believe it. I was staring at planet earth? Where was I? I ran inside to grab my camera, tripod and my zoom lens. I went back out, put my gear together and when I looked through my lens - the earth started dimming, and I wasn't able to take a picture in time. I sat there watching the earth deteriorate - turned into a glowing yellow color with orange cracks. Almost as if it was slowly burning. It ended up looking like a dry piece of round cheese.

Earth
To see the planet Earth in your dream, signifies wholeness and global consciousness. You are interconnected with the world.

Running from K

I was running from my ex K. He was trying to talk to me? And I just kept running, and he kept following. All of a sudden I was in a car - his girlfriend was driving. Wearing a white shirt, black vest and black pants. She wasn't so friendly with me - just driving and not smiling or talking to me. I remember thinking, "G told me she was so fat that she wouldn't even fit in his car - but she looks thinner today." She dropped me off somewhere, and then I was running again. I was in some business area, and ran into an outdoor cafeteria? I kept running, and I remember running up a green hill, and he was still behind me. I ran onto some buildings, kept climbing higher and higher until I was in the sky with the dark gray clouds. He was catching up, and I kept screaming at him, "Leave me the fuck alone! I don't want to talk to you! Get over it!" I was at the highest point on the building I was on, and he was hanging by his hands, next to my feet, pathetic look on his face. I stomped on his fingers that were hanging on to make him let go, and watch him fall... I had an overwhelming feeling of relief.

Running
To dream that you are running away from someone, indicates an issue that you are trying to avoid.

Cafeteria
To dream that you are in a cafeteria, denotes that there may be a lot of issues "eating" you up inside.

Building
To see a building in your dream, represents the self and the body. How high you are in the building indicates a rising level of understanding or awareness. To dream that you or someone fall off a building, suggests that you are descending into the realm of unconscious. You are learning about and acknowledging aspects of your unconscious. Alternatively, it symbolizes your fear of not being able to complete or succeeding in a task.

Clouds
To see dark or stormy clouds in your dream, symbolize depression or anger.

Hawaii & Old Man in a Shack with Clipboard

I was in Hawaii - looked more on the country side. Lots of plants, crops, farmers. I was walking around with 2 of my high school classmates, Eric and Tam. Tam had his arm aroun my shoulder, walking like buddies. I was comfortable. I met up with my old neighbors Juby and Julian (who actually is going to school in Oahu right now). I was asking Julian about the cost of rent, if it was similar to bay area. He told me there's places that are actually cheaper/affordable. He disappeared, and I was standing with Juby in front of this wood/straw shack with an old man in it. He had a clipboard with lined paper, and Juby started to write something on it with a black marker. But she was talking so much (to me) that she stopped writing and the old man kept staring at her, looking impatient. I was looking at the clipboard and the writing - wasn't even words. Looked like characters or ancient symbols. There was a dry piece of palm tree/leaves/branch that kept floating around my head that I kept swatting away. I grabbed it once but it kept moving. Finally Juby turned her attention back to the clipboard and finished writing on the clipboard. Then I was on some sandy road, next to the crops - I was just staring down the road, looking at the palm trees in the distance and the clouds in the sky.

Shack
To see a shack in your dream, represents your undeveloped self. You need to expand your Self. The dream may also be a pun on "shacking up".

Writing
To see ancient writings in your dream, suggests that there is something you need to learn and understand from the past.

Branch
To see branches in your dream, symbolize good luck, growth, and new life. Alternatively, branches represent the relationships and communication between you and your family or relatives. To see broken branches in your dream, represents a personal or work-related problem.

Palm Tree
To see palm trees in your dream, represents tranquility, high aspirations, fame, victory, hopes, and longevity.

Bicycle, White Fog, Driveways & Ocean

Peaceful dream, very quiet. I was walking next to Tonie - she was on my right, holding and walking with a bicycle. We were on a sidewalk. It was really foggy - thick white fog to where I could see nothing but Tonie, the bicycle and the sidewalk we were walking on. It was white everywhere from the fog. I told her "Oh, I can teach you how to ride a bike now, wanna try?" And she said no, and told me to just show her. So we switched sides and I hopped onto the bike. Sat down, and she pushed my back gently with her right hand. I didn't have my feet on the pedals - just lifted my legs up and let the bike roll. There was an elevated sidewalk - which we went onto. Looked like 2 driveways - but instead of driveways going up, they were two huge driveways going down into the ocean. The ocean water was also white and foamy, misty. Couldn't really see the water but I knew it was there. Tonie pushed me down the driveway on the right. I still didn't have my feet on the pedals - just let the bike take me down towards the ocean - but this sudden force pushed me back up so I went in a big U up onto the other driveway. I met up with Tonie again, and she said, "I guess it's because we're not allowed to go there yet. We're not ready. We have to wait until we're ready for the real world - like graduate, etc." I put my feet down onto the sidewalk to stop the bike from rolling, scratched my head and said, "But... I did graduate from college?"

Bicycle
To dream that you are riding a bicycle, signifies your desires to attain a balance in your life. You need to balance work and pleasure in order to succeed in your current undertakings.

Fog
To dream that you are going through a thick fog, symbolizes confusion, troubles, scandal, uncertainty and worries. You may not be seeing things the way they really are or you may have lost your sense of direction in life.

White
White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. However, in Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.

Driveway
To see or drive up to a driveway in your dream, symbolizes an end to your journey. It also represents security and rest. Alternatively, it denotes your path toward achieving inner peace finding your spirituality.

Ocean
To see an ocean in your dream, represents the state of your emotions and feelings. It is indicative of some spiritual refreshment, tranquility and renewal.

Friend
To see friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge these rejected aspects of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

Nightmare: Girls head

I noticed the last 2 times I fell asleep with the heating pad on my stomach, I'd end up having nightmares. I don't remember the dream before, but the dream last night was horrid and I feel like my mind has been violated.

I was in some house - looked like my cousins house in Santa Clara, the one that a lot of my dreams seems to take place in. But it was a little different - looked more like a hospital of some sort. I was in one room, standing next to a guy. It was either my brother or my cousin E. There was a white table against the wall, and on the table - was a girls head/shoulders. It was her head, neck and shoulders - the rest of her body was gone. She had brown hair, tied up in a pony-tail. Her skin was grayish green - the color of mold but not the texture of mold. She looked like she had been dead for awhile. The look on her face - was painful. Eyes closed. Then all of a sudden she started making crying sounds, her face looking even more pained. I was in shock. The guy I was standing next to - started hitting her head. I started screaming that she was still alive and to stop it. The guy told me, "She's not alive. It's just her brain causing her to make those faces. She's dead." As he was hitting her head, she cried and moaned even harder. I didn't know what to do. Then the guy grabbed a clear plastic bag. He grabbed her by her pony tail and put her inside the bag - I started screaming, saying he was going to suffocate her. She cried even louder - he tied up the plastic bag and left air in it. I think he was trying to suffocate her and kill her for good.

Corpse
To see a corpse in your dream, represents an aspect of yourself that has died. Or it may mean that you are unexpressive. You have shut yourself down and are dead inside.

Hospital
To see or dream that you are in a hospital, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental heath. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life. Alternatively, it suggests that you are giving up control of your own body or that you are afraid of losing control of your body.

Figures.

Flying & Lucid Dreaming

So I had a lucid dream last night - a dream in which I was aware I was dreaming, therefore took control.

I was flying over some mountains - they were grayish green, some with a little bit of snow on top. When I was gliding through the sky, I paused and said to myself, "Wait a minute. This is a dream. Don't wake up!" I wanted to be in Hawaii and see clear blue water. I closed my eyes, imagining what I wanted to see. Opening my eyes, I was still flying over the mountains. Closed my eyes and tried one more time... and then there I was, flying over the most gorgeous blue turquoise water ever. What was enabling me to fly, was this tan straw/dry grass towel that I was holding behind me, almost like wings. Whenever I spread my arms out with the towel behind, I'd either dip down or fly up. I wanted to dip down into the water, so I did - skimmed my feet across the clear blue water. Then there were tons of people just playing in the ocean - I didn't see any land nearby. But I guess the water was pretty shallow. Bunch of kids and teenagers just playing in the water with beach balls. I flew up and went into the distance. Saw 100 feet waves - just rising in the ocean. I flew towards it, skimmed my feet across the top of the waves, then flew down while they crashed, riding alongside the waves. I know I was smiling the whole time, enjoying my dream and the feeling of freedom which I have yet to feel in my waking life. Didn't want to wake up...

Chasing T & Milk Game

It was night - the sky was black. I was in front of some glass doors at a business building - T was standing about 10 feet away from me at the other glass door. It was raining, and the water was glistening from the parking lot lights on the black asphalt. There were a few cars parked. T and I both looked at each other, and I grinned - he had nothing on but a white towel wrapped around his waist. I had a white towel wrapped around my torso. We were both super skinny too - we both looked about 30-40 pounds thinner. He started running - we were playing some game. I chased after him - our bare feet slapping against the wet pavement. He jumped into one car, and screamed "MILK!" and I stopped. I don't know what the game was, but I couldn't touch him if he found or yelled "milk." I waited behind the car for him to get out - he kicked the door open and started running and I started chasing. We were running faster than normal people run, almost flying/gliding. He jumped into another car, and yelled "MILK" again, so I stopped and paced around waiting for him to get out. He gets out and starts running again - this time Kirby (his car) was in the lot, reverse parked against a 5 foot tall cement wall. And Kirby had no top - he was a convertible integra. T hopped into the driver's seat - I jumped onto the hood of the car, my legs sprawled from one side of the hood to the other, my arms holding onto the windshield. I smirked and watched him fumble around trying to find the milk, and I laughed and said something like "I'm like a flying monkey, aren't I?" He couldn't find the milk so I hopped onto him and bit the back of his neck and gave him a hug. I won.

Purple and Pink Blossoms

I was in some neighborhood or park. There was this tiny girl - I don't remember what she looked like, she could have even been a cartoon character. She sneezed - and this rice-sized purple thing came out of her nose. It floated about in the air, and when it landed - it planted itself and all of a sudden this giant tree blossomed out of the ground - it was bright purple with bright purple blossoms everywhere. I told her to "Do it again!" and told her to make a pink one. She sneezed, and a bright pink seed flew out of her nose - floated out, landed, planted and the same thing - a giant pink tree blossomed right next to the purple one. I remember the branches and blossoms swaying swiftly in the wind - they glowed, almost as if they were neon lights - and inside the blossoms were glowing white lights, like stars.

Treading

I was in a huge swimming pool with my cousins Jeong, Laurie and Edwin. We were in the corner of some pool - Jeong was in the left corner. Laurie was holding onto the wall about 4 feet away. I was somewhat in between them. I asked Jeong if he knew how to tread, and he said yeah. He let go of the pool wall and was just floating in the water barely moving his arms and legs. I told them I can't tread because I'm too heavy. They asked me to show them, so I pushed myself out into the water more trying to tread. And then I started sinking fast like a brick. I let myself fall down, while plugging my nose with my left hand. I looked up at Jeong and Laurie, and I could see them looking down at me, laughing. I smiled. I dropped all the way to the bottom of the pool until my back was on the bottom of the pool. I'd say the pool was about 30 feet deep. I laid on my back on the bottom of the pool for awhile, then decided to swim back up. I shot up like a fish... Jeong was swimming under water with his digital camera flashing pictures of me swimming up.

Swimming
To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.

To dream that you are swimming underwater, suggests that you are completely submerged in your own feelings. You are forcing yourself to deal with your emotional difficulties.

Pool
To see a pool of water in your dream, indicates that you need to understand and deal with your emotions. You need to dive right in. Alternatively, a pool may indicate your need for cleansing. You need to wash away the past.

Guilty Accomplice

Few days ago - I ate some cereal right before taking a nap. Bad idea. Caused me to have a bad nightmare.

I dreamed I was hanging out with my cousin E - I knew something was going on, but not exactly sure what was off. We ran into some police/FBI that started investigating us, saying that someone had been murdered. They seemed friendly, and just wanted to ask questions to anyone in the area. Later on, I started getting flashbacks of a dead body. Images of my cousin dragging this bloody body wrapped up in a brown rug. Was I there? How did I know? I was there. I panicked. He shot the person. A few days later I got interviewed again, only this time the police weren't so friendly. I was thinking to myself, "Oh my God... I'm guilty as an accomplice because I knew about the murder but didn't say anything..." I started planning in my head - that I needed to run away. I was going to buy a one way ticket to the Philippines. Police started talking to my mom and aunts, asking us if they knew where I was at the time of the murder. I couldn't remember where I was during the murder - I couldn't think of an excuse. Was I really there? Then I was a fly in some house, just watching people. House with a white kitchen, there was a mother baking something in the oven. Had her baby in one arm. The police were asking her if they could look in her backyard. Then I remembered... this is where my cousin killed that person. There was a sliding door in the kitchen area that led to the backyard. All dirt. The police were pouring mounds of white powder onto the dirt - and it started soaking up all the blood that was in the dirt...

Department Game Show

I was in some department store with my coworkers D and J. We went to the cashier, and we were in some type of game show or something. He started giving us instructions and showed us each an outfit that we had to go find in the store and put on. He also said we had to eat a full meal in less than 30 minutes, and then work out for 30 minutes. The shirt I had to find, was some sort of beige colored lace blouse. I ran around the store forever trying to find that shirt. D and J were already dressed and moving onto the next step, while I was frantically going through all the clothes hanging in the store and on the racks. D handed me some blue or black blouse and I yelled at him. I decided to move on to the eating portion, so I sat at a white round table with 2 other people and scarfed my meal down. I was watching J and D start their work out routine. After I was done eating, I ran outside and went into some swimming pool area. I saw Kristy and Sheel (high school classmates). I was talking to them for a little bit - I was looking for something or someone but they couldn't help so I ran off back into the other building. I found Jen working out - she was in a room with Wii Fit on. I couldn't find anything to work out with - so I started jogging in place everywhere I went. I was at a sink brushing my teeth and jogging in place as well.

T-Rex, Rubber and Whiteboard

There was a wooden barn, all natural wood and no paint. I was inside, watching an alligator feeding on a pile of food. Baby duck walking around. All of a sudden the alligator turned into a giant yellow and white T-Rex. Looked 50 feet tall - started running towards me, showing its teeth. I ran to the corner and curled up in a ball - he couldn't get me with his mouth because his nose was so huge and I was wedged in the corner, and his arms were way too short to reach for me.

I was in some store with my cousin Laurie. There were wooden barrels filled with clear rubber toys. Clear pink, clear blue, and clear white. I remember looking into one barrel and there were a bunch of rubber toy cars of the same colors. I was looking at some jewelry too.

I was in a science class and saw an image on the whiteboard. There was like a 10 inch black clover with a green clover on top. A 1 inch wide orange line going from the center of the clovers out to the bottom right corner of the board - probably 2 feet long. 2 sets of little pyramids of circles on the orange line. I grabbed the eraser and started erasing the little circles/pyraminds.

Dark Road

I was tied to my cousin Laurie with a rubberband around our waists. Not sure if we were just walking, or if we had jumped out of a car. We were on some dirt road, it was night and the sky was a dark navy blue. We were standing there, and this old white truck passes by. The guy in it, stares at us and pulls over - he had crooked eyes, dark messy brown hair, missing teeth and a scruffy beard. He was after us. I told my cousin we should run down this one road - we started running (still rubberbanded together), but everything started fading to black and we couldn't see anything. Just felt scared, helpless... I knew I was going to be killed.

Flurry of Dreams and Images

I was in some department store, in the dress section. There were these "gowns" that were about 30 feet long - hung up high from the ceiling. I was thinking to myself, "I can't wear those dresses. My legs are to short." I remember one gown had a print of Marilyn Monroe's face on it.

Had a white bucket of about 10 goldfish. There were baby mosquitos swarming and swimming inside the bucket and I was trying to clean them out. I grabbed a white cup and scooped up a goldfish that I wanted - it was round, black orange and white. So then I decided to go to Petsmart to look for a tank - Didn't look like Petsmart inside, but I was in some other fish store looking for fish tanks. There was a small, medium and large - all filled with water, rocks and plants but no fish.

I was in Starbucks in line - but was holding my green tea lemonade getting ready to pay. The guy ahead of me (this random guy at worked named Harry*) had paid for his stuff, and was waving at me telling me he had paid for mine already. I saw my coworker Sue there and told her I didn't know what to do - I didn't want to leave starbucks with Harry just because he paid, so I begged Sue to not leave my side.

There was this beach - kind of gloomy. A lot of grass though, and some sand... I was walking along the edge of the sand and my brother was behind me. A voice from behind kept yelling, "Don't do it Alice. Don't do it. You're gonna fall in." Hearing him, I didn't care and kept walking on the edge. Then I slowly slowly started falling into the water, and my brother behind me fell in too. It was like slow motion. The water didn't even splash.

I had a mini black umbrella at work. I decided to hang it up right over my head in my cube with a clear invisible string. I assume this is because I always tell everyone I have a little black rain cloud over my head.

I was in my bathroom at home, trying to wash my hair in the sink but my big head wouldn't fit. Then, I was in some other big bathroom over the sink - and started washing the bottom long half of my hair. When I was done, I saw myself from 3rd person view sitting there with half wet hair and nothing but a white t-shirt on. I looked sad.

There was a white plastic bin - with a hole in it. I was peeping through the hole and saw about 30-40 little ducklings! They were all moving and running simultaneously.

I was in some hotel room with a bunch of people - and there was this 12 year old midget. People were telling me that I got him pregnant. Didn't understand because that's not POSSIBLE. And I remember telling the people that I don't even know him. And I'm a girl, how could I get him pregnant? I remember feeling depressed, I think I was looking for a way to commit suicide. I started running... ran into some neighborhood. I was looking at the street signs and that's when I realized I was dreaming. I knew I was dreaming, so I kept running, trying to find him. There was this one girl I ran into - I closed my eyes and kissed her, hoping she'd turn into him but nope. She kept turning her head away, really resistant. I couldn't see her face, but I actually think it was me. I sat in the middle of the street and laid there, closing my eyes really tight to change the scenery. When I opened my eyes, I was laying stomach down next to a white house. I was in the grass, my left cheek on the ground. I opened my eyes and saw the white wall, and the window with a lamp inside glowing orange. I sighed and gave up...

Opened a public bathroom door - the walls and floors were covered in all dark orange square tiles. And everything was missing. No toilet, no sink, no paper towel dispenser. Just holes in the walls where they used to be.

I walked over to my coworker Jen's new cube. She had some weird pieces of wood covering the entrance of her cube - I tried to stick my head in to say hello but my head got stuck in the wood.

Flossing

I was flossing my teeth - and a chunk of chicken the size of a cotton ball came out.

India

I was eating dinner in some restaurant, in India. My friend Gio was there with me, sitting to my left. There were 2 indian men sitting across from me, eating their food. Someone texted me to be careful with those 2 men because one of them just killed someone. There was someone sitting to my right - don't remember who he was. Almost like a shadow.

I remember Gio walking away - he had an iphone. Showing me all the texts he was getting - scrolled through his chat boxes from left to right, there was about 20 different chat/text boxes. He left to go text someone.

Bleeding

I was in some house with Levina and JMS. I think it was their house, but it was really dark inside. I was sitting on a pillow. There was a small fish tank next to me that had all these scary looking fish - looked like those weird deep sea fish that look creepy. They were slowly swimming around, and then rapidly swimming around. One small one jumped out or something, and I picked it up and stuck it back through the hole on the side.

I got up and realized the pillow I was sitting on - had blood on it. My blood. I think I was on my period? I panicked and tried to wipe it - JMS was there but had his back turned and I was too scared to tell him or Levina that I ruined their pillow. But as I was wiping, the blood spot just kept getting bigger and bigger as if the pillow were bleeding itself.

Blood
To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. (YES!) It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you. Women often dream of blood or of someone bleeding, shortly before or during their periods or while they are pregnant. (I'm NOT prego).

Driveway and Dad

I was reversing my car onto our driveway. My dad was outside smoking, and he was yelling at me telling me I was doing it wrong. He told me to let him do it, and I replied "But you don't know how to drive my car. You don't know how to drive stick." And he screamed at me, telling me never to get smart with him like that. Next thing I knew, I was being dragged on the driveway up towards the gate by my wrist. When he stopped dragging me, he took the cigarette out of his mouth and burned my hand with it. Just pushed it in and twisted it - my skin was sizzling. Then he did 3 more on my wrist down my arm. I cried in pain - but I knew I was dreaming when I realized I actually didn't feel anything. No pain.

Hamster-Rat and Cat

I was on my bed and next to me was this little hamster - or rat? Hamster with a rat tail. At first it was black and white but it turned tan and white - and was rolling around on my pillow making itself comfy. I started talking to him, and he talked back. Later I was in the living room laying on my stomach on the floor. My new hamster-rat friend was behind the tv and decided to run out and there was a gray and white cat sitting 5 feet away. I screamed "Nooo! Run onto my back!" so it did and the cat lunged into the air. I blocked it with my arm - and it ended up with its fangs on my wrist. When it let go, I got up and put hamster-rat back into my room and shut the door. Shoved a carpet under the crack of the door because I wanted to hide him from the cat. I walked out of the room, and went to the bathroom. The cat followed me, and just sat in front of the door watching me. Green eyes. However he would roll his eyes all the way to the back of his head, revealing all whites and a tip of green on top. His eyes would roll back into his head, and then back to normal. Back into his head, and then dropped back to normal. Non-stop.

Bride and Groomsmen

I was in a wedding - in my own wedding. I was in line at church waiting to get married. Not sure who the groom was - but all I remember is just me and there were about 5 or 6 groomsmen. I don't remember any bridesmaids! But I was in a dress, and just kept joking and running around the church with the groomsmen. Wait, maybe they weren't groomsmen? Maybe they were all MY grooms? But anyway I had my camera on me and I was taking photos of all the groomsmen. I was taking my own wedding photos. We were running around the streets at night, finding cool spots to take pictures at. I had climbed up onto some brick wall and was hanging waiting with my camera - and one of the groomsmen jumped and ran up the wall - posed and stuck his face in my camera - I took a shot of his face! And he flew back down. It was awesome and I was so happy. There was one pic i was looking at in some room, and it was of all the groomsmen - they were all carrying me and we were all in smiles and laughing. One of the happiest pictures I've ever seen.

Green Water & Body Pieces

I was at some lake - the water was wide and calm. No ripples in the water whatsoever. The water was a deep green. I was walking/skipping on a bridge over the water - the bridge was made of dark thin wood planks. There were no handrails. I was running across, and stopped as there was a blonde lady with hair in a pony tail, on her knees inspecting something in these shallow square bins. I lean in closer and realize she was picking dead human body pieces out of the water and collecting them into the bins. I remember a head - male. Bald. Skin had a greenish yellow tint. There was a few fingers in the bin - and something that looked like intestines. I believe they were from 2 human bodies. I picked up one finger - it was jellyish/gooey/wet and cold. Threw it back into the bin. I was a little spooked but not really? I just kept walking down the bridge - I stopped when I looked at my feet and saw that the bridge just ended and there was no where else to walk - except into the water.

RIP Changoo 2/22/09

Rest in peace my Changoo, I love you
December 1998 - February 22, 2009

Leo

It was sunny, mid afternoon. Walking down some sidewalk along some small shops. A guy stopped me and said, "Hey Alice, remember me!?" I looked up at him - and I didn't. But I said hey! And opened my arms for a friendly hug. He picked me up and hugged me - my feet were off the ground. He squeezed me and said, "It's me Leo. We met before." And I said, "I love big hugs!" and he squeezed me even tighter, and my feet were off the ground. We were both laughing. He finally put me down and I looked up at him again. Very tall. Maybe 6ft tall or a little more. Looked asian but mixed with a little bit of white - I'd say 1/4th. Brownish black medium hair on top, spiked forward a little. Huge eyes, a little lighter than the typical asian brown eyes. Very handsome, I feel like I fell in love right then and there. He started walking and I walked behind him - he was wearing a white t-shirt, dark blue jeans and had a tattoo on the back of his left arm (behind his bicep). If only he were real.

Making Out

I was in "my" room which didn't really look like my real life room. But it was nice, big TV - big window and lots of light and sunshine coming thru. I think there were baby blue curtains, white walls. Big bed. Airy room. Anyway so I was watching TV and laying in bed with this one guy. He's actually this one guy in my work building upstairs. I'm not attracted to him whatsoever. Nice guy. But short, bald(ing) and I'm pretty sure he's gay. So anyway he turns from my right and starts kissing me. Whoa. So I start kissing back and there we are making out passionately. Nothing happens though, I wouldn't let it. I guess my parents came home? So I went downstairs to wash dishes, and "he" was there next to me watching. My mom came in thru the garage/kitchen door and I introduced her to him.

Burrito and Hamster

I was in some mall - wandering around. Met up with my dad and my brother at the food court and I sat down at one of the tables with them. My dad had bought me a burrito (kinda stout and green looking) and when I looked at it I was horrified. The burrito had down syndrome. Like, it LOOKED like it had down sydrome - it was not a normal burrito and I ended up feeling sorry for it and didn't want to EAT it. It almost had a face or something.

There was another part of a dream where I was playing with a little gray dwarf hamster. He jumped out of my hands at one point and started going diarrhea. Looked like light green milky ooze.

Car Accident and School

The other night I had a dream I was driving on some freeway. Traffic was slow, and the car in front of me came to a stop. I braked but my car kept rolling slow and bumped the car in front. Some chinese lady in a green camry. She had straight black hair tied in a ponytail, probably like 55 years old or so. I remember thinking "SHIT" because of my insurance and how I had my other accident in 2007. I hopped out of the car to look at her car and mine, and there was nothing. Not even a dent or scratch on her car. I looked at the lady, and she said for me to give her my information. I was like, are you sure? There's nothing on both cars I barely hit you. But no, she wanted my info. I got in my car to get the papers and when I got out, we weren't on the freeway anymore. We were in front of my cousins house in Santa Clara. My dad was there and I was explaining to him what happened. My cousin came out and saw the lady, and said she was his dad's client. So he went to talk to my uncle to see if he could convince her to let me go.

Last night I had a dream that someone STOLE my car. I decided to go around looking for it. I was in a car with someone, rolling around and saw a Subaru parked in front of some cigarette shop. It was painted purple and had black rims. I knew it was my car. By the time we got there, the car was gone and I remember being pissed - how could someone paint my car purple and hide the traditional subaru blue?

Then I was walking around at some high school. Don't remember much - I remember a hallway with red and orange paint on the walls. I was walking around trying to find my way around but kept getting lost, couldn't find actual classroom doors. Just a bunch of kids walking around, bunch of hallways but no doors to classrooms.

Car Accident
To dream of a car accident, symbolizes your emotional state. You may be harboring deep anxieties and fears. Are you "driving" yourself too hard? This dream may tell you to slow down before you hit disaster. You need to rethink or re-plan your course of actions and set yourself on a better path.

High School
To dream that you have to repeat high school, suggests that you are doubting your accomplishments and the goals that you have already completed. You feel that you may not be measuring up to the expectation of others. The dream may occur because some recent situation may have awakened old anxieties and insecurities.

Bicycle and Guy

I was riding a bicycle and someone was riding along (male) to my left. My bike didn't have handlebars - well, it had an odd handlebar. Instead of a bar going horizontal, mine had just one bar going up vertical. Almost like a golf club handle sticking straight up. So I had to hold onto it with both hands and steer by twisting it.

Also dreamed that I met someone who drove a blue 2007 4 door subaru wrx. Taller than me, buzz cut, tan, big eyes. I think I was falling for him until I found out he had a gf? Saw them driving off while I stood there confused.

Skirts and Ladders

I've been having tons of dreams lately but nothing that stands out - nothing too great that would make me want to write em down in the middle of the night. I know I had a few last night but only one stands out. I was climbing up ladders or stairs, and I was wearing a skirt. And of course, there were guys down below trying to take pictures from below, up my skirt. I was trying to wedge my skirt in between my legs while walking up/down the steps while screaming at the people below.

Skirt
To dream that you are wearing a skirt, represents the signals that you are conveying or sending out. It also symbolizes femininity or your sense of sexuality.

High School and Running

More dreams, about people from high school. Brian J. is the main one I remember. I was in some restaurant/cafeteria looking place. There was a whole group of people from high school that I knew, hanging out on one side. I was kind of a loner on the other side, doing my own thing. (Which is really how it was in high school anyway). I might have had my camera with me?

I was in some neighborhood, running and trying to hide from someone. A lot of the houses looked like run-down wooden shacks, missing pieces here and there. I was able to jump over fences and roofs with little effort. I remember being wedged in between a fence and a wooden shack - I was laying horizontal. I think I was wearing light grey sweat pants. Then holes started appearing in the fence, exposing me. Jumped off and moved on...

Food Court

I was walking through some food court - it was huge. The first place I saw was a huge McDonalds. There was a bright yellow neon M that was arched/towered over a good part of the food court. While I was walking by, I saw an asian family with 3 boys. The eldest boy was wearing a plastic yellow shirt full of holes. I remember thinking to myself "Spongebob Shirt." One of the little boys started running around, and the mom was screaming, "Don't hit your older brother! Even though he's not really your older brother - you can't hit him!"

Walking on through, I stopped in front of a carrot cake place in the food court. They had different carrot cakes. I looked at the time and it was 7:38am - I was like "Hmmm, carrot cakes at 7:38 in the morning?" I looked at their menu and it had only 3 items/prices. "Green Tea Carrot Cake" "White Carrot Cake" and "Original Carrot Cake." I was going to order the Green Tea carrot cake but I got distracted as there were a few high school classmates who started talking to me from one of the tables. I think it was Joe N., David N. and someone else.

Yellow
If the dream is a pleasant one, then the color yellow is symbolic of intellect, energy, agility, happiness, harmony, and wisdom.

Children
To see children in your dream, signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. You may be retreating back to a childlike state where you are longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurtured. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Alternatively, the dream may be highlighting you innocence, purity, simplicity, and carefree attitude.

Cake
To see a cake in your dream, indicates that you need to learn to share and allocate your workload instead of trying to do everything yourself. Cakes also symbolize selfishness or the feeling of not getting your fair share. More positively, the dream may represent your accomplishments and achievements. Consider also the metaphor a "piece of cake" or some situation that is easy.

I did what?!?

I was in my brand new car. Squatting in the drivers seat. And I urinated on the seat.

Urination
To dream that you are urinating, symbolizes a cleansing and release of negative or repressed emotions. Urination is symbolic of having or lacking basic control in your life.

Dough, School and Home

I woke up 3 times in the middle of the night just to write down my dreams - snarling because I was so sleepy but at the same time knew that if I didn't write these down, I wouldn't totally remember them.

I jotted down "UPS/Water Bottle" - Honestly I don't remember anything about a dream about UPS or water bottles.

First dream I remembered - My mom had some orange dough she was playing with. Kind of formed it into a cup or a bowl. She blew hard into it and it blew up like a balloon and then she closed the open end - and it ended up looking like a long pumpkin, even had lines/creases.

Next dream, I was in some classroom and the editor of the Milpitas Newspaper was the teacher. He was going over some worksheet and writing stuff on the whiteboard. I was doing a pretty good job paying attention, but when he called on me to read something on the worksheet - I was completely lost. So I started reading a line, and everyone in the class starts laughing. So - I apologized and started reading another line and they laughed even harder. I was upset, and I remember staring at a plate of chicken katsu. All of a sudden my seating was changed. Our desks were pushed together (like how in elementary school kids sit in groups with desks facing each other). There were 3 guys in my group, and I was sitting on the very end. I look at my desk and all of a sudden there's tons of papercups, at least 20 sitting on my desk all partially filled with water. I wanted to dump them, so I started pouring some cups into other cups and stacking the empty cups - most of the cups were actually those small papercups with little folds that you see at water dispensers. The cups started overflowing - there was a guy standing there with his books waiting for me to clean up and leave. One of the guys sitting in my group yelled at me, telling me "That's Alex, he's korean. Hurry up and clean up!" Then all of a sudden I was at another desk, rummaging thru the bottom drawer which was black. There were a bunch of colorful cardholders - not sure what I was looking for. (When I woke up from that dream, I was extremely thirsty and finished the water bottle next to my table).

The last dream, I had just come home from a concert or something and was in the kitchen with my brother. I had sweat pants on with boots, sweater, glasses and hair tied up in a messy ponytail. It was 9:19pm and I was worried because my mom wasn't home. (My shih-tzu has epilepsy, and needs her medication twice a day and it's usually at 6am and 6pm). So I was worried and tried calling my mom to see where she was or if she had given our dog her medicine. I looked into the garage and turned on the light - and saw that my mom's minivan was missing but my old white honda accord was sitting in the middle of the garage. I told myself my dad must have taken the minivan to the autoshop. I walked into my moms room which was dark - I turned on the bathroom light and there she was on her bed, sleeping. She told me she fell asleep early around 6pm.

Bottle
To see a bottle in your dream, indicates that you are pushing your feelings back inside, rather than expressing them. The contents of the bottle represent the nature of the emotions.

Dough
To see or work with dough in your dream, signifies potential, possibilities and the ability to create. The dream may also be a metaphor to symbolize money.

Pumpkin
To see a pumpkin in your dream, implies openness and your receptiveness to new ideas and experiences. A pumpkin is also symbolic of the female sexuality. Alternatively, it may relate to the popular fairy tale of Cinderella where a carriage turns back into a pumpkin. In this regard, it may represent some situation in which time is running out.

Water
To see water in your dream, symbolizes your unconscious and your emotional state of mind. Water is the living essence of the psyche and the flow of life energy. It is also symbolic of spirituality, knowledge, healing and refreshment. If the water is calm, clear, then it signifies that you are in tune with your spirituality. It denotes serenity, peace of mind, and rejuvenation.

School
To dream that you are in school, signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about performance and abilities. If you are still in school and dream about school, then it will naturally serve as a backdrop to your dream world. Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life. You may be going through a "spiritual learning" experience.

Groups
To see a group in your dream, refers to the merging of various aspects of your character and personality.

Cup
To see a cup in your dream, represents love, nurturance and the womb. The cup may also signify healing, rejuvenation, and healing. Alternatively, it indicates a transcendence into a realm of higher consciousness.

Desk
To see or sit at your desk in your dream, suggests that you are evaluating and weighing your problems. It is indicative of self-exploration and discovery. If you are at someone else's desk, then it symbolizes a lack of confidence in your own abilities.

Guitars and Boss

I was in some room with kuya, I was sitting on the floor and he was sitting on a bed. He was showing me an electric guitar he had just bought - it was white and dark metallic gray. Said it costed $800. He was also telling me he had bought 3 others for about $100-200 each, and one was a wooden electric guitar.

Then I was at some park during the day and my former boss Sharon was there. She was screaming at me in front of everyone who was there (not sure if it was coworkers or friends) - really embarrassing me. Scenery changed, I was in my living room with a few friends telling them what had happened, describing to them how she looked. There were 2 envelopes on the corner table, with photos of her daughter in them. I told my friends "If she comes at you, just mention the photos of her daughter to distract her." Sharon came out of nowhere running down the hall huffing and puffing about to yell at someone, and one of the friends held up the two envelopes of the photos and said "Hey Sharon! The photos of your daughter are so cute!" And Sharon calmed down and started babbling about her daughter.

I also had another dream I was in some store that looked like a mix of home depot/sears. I'm not sure who I was with, I could have been hiding.

Electric Guitar
To see or play an electric guitar in your dream, signifies the power and strength of your passion. You clearly express your feelings to others. Alternatively, it is symbolic of youth and rebellion.

Park
To dream that you are at a park, represents a temporary escape from reality. It indicates renewal, meditation, and spirituality. It is also an indication of a readjustment period after a serious personal conflict or an ending of a passionate affair.

Boss
To see your boss in your dream, represents the bossy or authoritative side of your own personality. Your boss may reveal self-confidence and the assertive aspect of yourself. It is telling of your issues of control and authority. Alternatively, to see your boss in your dream may indicate your over-involvement or obsession with your work. Negatively, the boss in your dream may symbolize your limitations and lack of freedom/originality. To dream that you are afraid of your boss, indicates your fear of authority. You may feel that someone else is running your life or dictating what you can and can not do. Consider also the relationship you have with your boss. This may provide clues to work-related stress or issues that need to be resolved.

Public Restroom and Orange Rain

From Friday January 2, 2009

I was in some large public restroom that had blue metal stalls. There were a bunch of girls lounging around. I was in my stall, going #2 until some girl starts banging on my stall. My stall door opens. She's yelling at me about something. She was white, with light brown hair. I started screaming at her, threatening to kick her ass but since I had my pants down I couldn't walk out of my stall. But I was standing, screaming "I don't care if I got shit half hanging out of my ass, I'll still f*cking kick your ass! I'll f*n sit on your face!"

Restroom Stall
Someone looking into or coming into your restroom stall can indicate feelings of victimization or vulnerability, or a feeling or fear that someone is trying to invade your privacy or your space somehow in real life—mentally, emotionally, or physically.

Bathroom
To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself". Alternatively, it may symbolize purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.

Fighting
To dream that you are in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.


From Wednesday December 31, 2008

I was walking with P somewhere - it was raining. It was beautiful though - they sky was this pink orange color everywhere. We were walking on a pathway on a beach - except there was no sand, it was all small sharp rocks about 3-4 inches each. They were white. It was raining so hard, and I remember watching the rain puddle up in between all the rocks on the beach and reflecting the orange sky. P had the umbrella but it was over his head, not me. Yet somehow I still managed to stay dry in the direct rain. Scenery changed. Looked like a school or some weird public place with buildings and trees. P pointed over at someone and says to me, "Isn't that your friend Dave?" I said oh yeah! And ran over to him. He was wearing a sharks jersey, and was with his dog on a leash. Except it didn't look like him - he was my height and chubby. But his "brother" was standing behind him, whom he introduced. And his brother in my dream, is actually what Dave really looks like in real life. We were talking under some overhang next to a metal gate, staying out of the rain. I was playing with the dog as well. P disappeared into some big warehouse looking store.

Rain
To dream that you get wet from the rain, signifies that you will soon be cleansed from your troubles and problems. Rain also symbolizes fertility and renewal.

Rocks
To see rocks in your dream, signifies permanence and stability as expressed in the familiar phrase "as solid as a rock". It may also indicate that you are making a commitment to a relationship. Or you may be contemplating some changes in your life that will lay the groundwork for a more solid foundation. On the other hand rocks may also symbolize stubbornness, disharmony and unhappiness.

Orange
Orange denotes hope, friendliness, courtesy, lively, sociability, and an out-going nature. You may want to expand your horizons and look into new interests.

Umbrella
To see an umbrella in your dream, suggests that you are putting up a shield against your emotions and trying to avoid dealing with them.

White:
White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. However, in Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.

Dog:
To see a dog in your dream, symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. The dream suggests that your strong values and good intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and bring you success.

Dreams 2006

Monday January 2, 2006

I was at some water, on a huge deck - supposedly at disneyland or something. There were two levels of the deck, and I was on top with everyone else, looking down, waiting for some huge parade to begin. The parade was going "west," I remember someone mentioned that. As I took a closer look at the parade, it was mostly all pirates or pirate-themed...The deck I was on tilted to a 90 degree angle and everyone held on to the boards until the deck went back to normal. They said it was an optical illusion. The rest of the time we were running arond on the deck following the crazy parade.

Somehow the parade turned into something else. There was some kind of witch or evil queen. I had won some kind of obstacle and she was putting a ring on my finger and then tried to take it off to change some spell but I swallowed the ring so she couldn't get it. I fell down some hole and it looked like I was in some animals stomach. I had landed on a bunch of bones, flesh and eyeballs. There was one eyeball that kept following me around as I was trying to find my way out - it bothered me so much I ate it to get rid of it.

Then I was at home talking to my dad and aunts/uncles. The subject of my cousin * came up again. My dad told me that she was bragging about drinking vodka in class when she was 14 years old. And I started going off about how I know how much more worse she is but the family has no idea... ugh...why do I keep dreaming of her...usually it's twice a month but now it's been constant... sleeping pills make some crazy dreams.



Tuesday January 3, 2006

He was trying to shove some chandelier thing that was made of seashells, into the fireplace. She told him not to burn it, don't throw away the past. So he didn't.

Torment.



Thursday January 5, 2006

I was at someone's house - the garage was open. And then there was a door in the garage that led to the living room. There were 3 small white/cream colored dogs, and one baby panda bear running around!

Then I was at some outdoor seafood restaurant that was supposed to be in SF. I had some kind of blue lobster dish - the lobster was about 2 feet long, in some conch shell and still alive. So instead of eating it I brought it home and put it on my wall. My mom came in my room and saw it, and I told her she could cook it. She took it off the wall, and the blue lobster grew like 4 feet long but still skinny, it was trying to hold onto her/attack but she handled it like it was nothing. And then walked away with it.

I was outside what was supposed to be my neighborhood but it looked totally different...I remember being in someone else's garage. I remember guys talking but I don't know who... then the neighborhood ended being fake and just a stage of fake houses.

I tried going back to my house but there was a big wooden fence blocking the street...

Then I had a whole bunch of other dreams I'm not going to log down because I don't want to remember them.

LOBSTER: Live lobsters in a dream signify approaching difficulties, but of an annoying rather than limiting nature.

PANDA: This lovable Chinese bear in your dream is telling you that, if you'll just stop feeding your worries, they'll go away.

FENCE: An obstacle dream signifying difficulties ahead; the interpretation depends on what else is happening in the dream and on its outcome.

GARAGE: An empty private garage is a warning that you are in danger of being cheated by someone you trust.



Wednesday January 11, 2006

I was at some house...and my old neighbor was there. (I haven't seen her for awhile in real life cause she left home and is some drug addict now, and I heard she is also possibly bi-polar). But at the house, I was sitting on the floor in some bedroom, and she came in and started arguing with me. So, I blew up on her - I don't remember what I was yelling at her about but I was defending myself and someone else. I was so pissed, that I was shaking when I was pointing at her and screaming at her - it felt so real, the pain and anger.

I was at some other neighborhood, supposed to be mine but looked different. I walked across the street and walked into another neighbor's house..no idea who they were. But I had a card for them in a yellow envelope. There was a husband, wife, and grandmother sitting in the living room. The husband asked me what I was handing them, and I said, "Just a card!" He was the guy from E-Ring. I saw a commercial for that before I went to bed, that's probably why. The wife is a tita that I used to know. I went into their backyards and started playing with either their kids or dogs, I don't remember.

Then I was sitting in my own living room, with my dad and brother. My mom comes to me and is holding a bunch of pantyhose and told me to go to the store to buy some more, and the color was H8. I got pissed and told her I didn't want to go to the store just to buy stupid pantyhose.

I don't really feel like looking up definitions for these dreams because they really don't have any special importance to me.



Friday January 13, 2006

I dreamt that I had to take two people to the airport, one guy and one girl. I don't remember who they were because they kept changing to a different guy and girl. The first girl started off as Kimmie. (I think I had this dream because of you Kimmie, since you're going to the airport today and leaving at 7). Well...I had a small red kid's tricycle thing, with a step in the back. I was supposed to take the couple to the airport, on that red tricycle. Kimmie kept telling me that we had to hurry because we had 30 minutes to get to the Oakland airport. She said it only takes 15 minutes to get there, and I just looked at her like she's crazy cause you can't even get there with a car in 15 minutes...how was I going to get them there on a tricycle in 15 minutes?

Well we arrived at some place - I don't remember if it was a house or an office. There was a BIGGER red tricycle under this one table, and I was contemplating on stealing it so that it'd be easier to ride to the airport. But I left it....

Then I was at some swimming pool. All these girls (probably 20 of them) were sitting around the pool with their legs in the water, and so I sat down and put my legs in the water too. I was looking at what all the girls were wearing, and they were dressed all sexy. I looked at myself and I was wearing this ugly puffy prairie like shirt that was white and had gay blue flowers on it. So...started feeling self conscious. Then, P.Diddy walks in, and sits with his crew on these lawn chairs that were lined up against a wall. He started talking to us. I remember one girl's face, she had orange hair, thick straight bangs, hair in a ponytail. Pale face but red lipstick, black shirt. I've never seen her before. Then, I ended up sitting on one of the lawn chairs, 2 seats away from P.Diddy. There was another girl inbetween us, but she kept leaning towards me to push me and I fell off the chair.



Tuesday January 17, 2006

I was at my cousin's house in Santa Clara with Elmo and Rommel. I guess Rommel was living there, but moving out. So Elmo and I were helping him take all his clothes out of the closet. There was a toilet in the middle of the room, that I was sitting on (and using). Rommel came into the room and asked me if I was alright, and I said yes...when he left, I ran to use the other bathroom. I woke up, and then really had to use the bathroom.



Monday January 23, 2006

Six levels of water, each separated by glass. Each level, had to find an object, then get warped to the next level...Water, glass, wooden pier...



Tuesday January 24, 2006

I had a dream that I was at some place with these witches (that looked like normal girls). I think I was a bug flying around, watching what was going on. They tied E back to back to this girl I don't feel like mentioning. One witch poured gasoline all over E's car - E and the girl were like 4 feet away from it. Then, another witch handed E a water hose which he was able to grab onto. Next to his car, was my car. One of the witches started my car, and I saw a spark come from under the hood, which then ignited E's car on fire. And E tried spraying his car down with the hose.

GAS: Seeing someone overcome by gas predicts news of a scandal.

WITCH: A witch or witches your dream indicate social frolic ahead, but if you're involved in a love affair, they are a symbol of disenchantment.

HOSE: Changes of an adventurous nature are forecast in a dream of a squirting hose; however, if it was used on a fire, it indicates sexual satisfaction and/or an exciting new love affair.

Scandal, disenchantment, affair. Yay.




Wednesday January 25, 2006

I dreamt that there was a large pizza on the countertop in my kitchen, near the sink. I opened it, and someone told me it was okay to eat once slice. So I ate one but it was so good that I kept eating more and more, and then ended up there was only a slice and a half left. And I didn't feel guilty.



Friday January 27, 2006

Had a dream that I was at some restaurant and was walking by and saw some old friends of mine sitting and eating, so I stopped and said hi. Jordan, Aries, Joseph, Rusty, Jerry, Rene, and a few more faces I don't remember. I saw two guys that looked like Rene - one had a yellow shirt on. The other - black. So I leaned my face towards both of them trying to figure out who is who. All of a sudden we were in my living room just hanging out and talking. Aries (wearing a red sweater) was ignoring me, Rene was there with his wife!? (I think he really is married now). His wife didn't like me for some reason. But she showed me some website of their honeymoon and there were pictures of them playing in ocean water or something, near some cliffs. I was happy for Rene. Rene's wife went to the bathroom so I talked to Rene (who was sitting on my green sofa), and I said, "Yeah! Is that your brother? The one in the yellow shirt? I thought it was you!" and he smiled, said "yeah" while bashfully looking at the ground and then I realized HE was wearing the yellow shirt. Jordan was sitting in the hallway somewhat depressed, and we were talking. Then I get a phonecall from ST and he sent me a phone picture of his microwave exploding in his kitchen - it was a vivid picture. It showed brand new oak cabinets, black countertops and a microwave with orange stuff exploding out of it.

Edit 11:23pm: I found out that Rene IS married! And he has like two kids! What a trip.



Saturday January 28, 2006

I was at a gas station pumping gas into this small black truck - until the hose started going crazy and pulled itself out of the gas tank thing and then it started spraying soapy water all over the truck, as I was still grabbing onto it. The gas attendant came and said, "Wait! I have to do this part!" and he took the hose and started soaping down the truck.

I was in some bathroom about to take a shower. I was trying to put this blue showercap on my head and trying to tuck my hair in it but for some reason my hair kept falling out and I couldn't get all my hair in the showercap. Extremely frustrating. But I walked into the shower - the bathtub was filled with blue water but I was still using the showerhead. I used a loofah and tried to put soap on it but it took forever. Then I ended up walking out of the bathroom, naked with my showercap on, with my loofah in my hand....walked out the door which ended up leading to some park with picnic benches. I was walking around still trying to scrub myself with the loofah until it went dry. Then I walked back to the bathroom and finished my shower.



Wednesday February 1, 2006

I guess I was visiting my cousins at Clear Lake again... I was sleeping in a room by myself (the house looked different). I woke up early in the morning - I think I was just wearing a long white t-shirt. I walked out to the dock, and laid down on my stomach with one arm and one leg hanging off the dock. I was staring at the fish that were swimming in the water below - the water was actually clear. I saw blue gills and was looking for bass...as fish were swimming by, they kept getting bigger and more alien-like. One fish swam by and looked at me - it was probably about 3 feet long and fat, and had these weird fins that stretched out and had a 5 or 6 foot span, from top to bottom. It started coming out of the water and I freaked out so I jumped into the air, probably 50 feet....as I was falling down, I missed the deck and started falling towards the water but I started flapping my arms and legs like I was swimming and managed to swim in the air back to the deck. Then, I walked back into the house...



Thursday February 2, 2006

I was running away from someone who was chasing me - not sure who. I started running, and then started jumping up into tall redwood trees to try to hide - there was someone in a monster truck chasing me and driving almost as fast as I was flying and jumping through some city. The monster truck was completing running over and through everything...I just remember feeling panicky and trapped.



Friday February 3, 2006

I was in some line outdoors - reminded me of camp, or somewhat of a flea market combined? I got to the front of the line, and couldn't decide which guy to go to. There were two white guys with long hair, handing out some kinda food. I stood there, and someone yelled impatiently, "Alice! Just pick one! Do you want buttered, or not buttered!?" And I turn around and realized it was my cousin Edwin yelling at me, standing in the middle of the line. So I go up to one of the guys and hold out my hands - he dumps these giant sunflower seeds into my hands. I start cracking and eating them - the seed itself inside was the size of a lima bean.

My brother and I had this beautiful siberian husky - white, grey, and sky blue eyes. He was going to take it for a walk but I wanted to, so he let me...I was walking around some strange neighborhood. Don't remember much after that...



Tuesday February 7, 2006

At the zoo? Walking around alone....passing by shops that had little trinkets, just looked into the windows...



Thursday February 9, 2006

Me, Elmo, Ted and Dom were at this dock area that had a bus stop on it...we were just hanging out there. Ted and Dom said that they got their Great America season passes so that they could dock their boats for free during the season there. I looked to the distance, and there was Great America, right against the water...Elmo said he got one too for his boat, I'm like..."What boat?"

Then all of a sudden I was at Gap. I guess I was working seasonal. I ran into all the old Gap folks I worked with...Mario, Rosanna, Robbie, Jamie, etc... Jamie, the manager, was going around trying to figure out how to dress the dummies/display. She picked out a grey sweater, and long magenta tank top to go underneath. I was just walking around the floor, catching up with everyone and pretending to work, just like I really did in real life. I walked into the stock room trying to find out where the time clock was. New people were looking at me funny. I went back onto the floor, and Rosanna told me to help Jose make burgers. So, I walk out of Gap into another store that looks like a huge freezer. And there's Jose and two other mexican guys, making hamburger meat. I helped them marinate some chicken.

Somehow I ended up in my house, in the living room, with him. He started telling me, how him and her met...how she showed up at his work crying one day. How she started seeing him even though she was still with her boyfriend. And how he was seeing her, while he was with someone else as well. He said, "Doesn't matter...my girlfriend was never around anyway." I asked why, and he said, "Because she hates my guts." Then he started going into more history, that I didn't really feel like listening to...so I walked into my backyard which turned into a forest that took me in...



Friday February 10, 2006

Man I am having some messed up, disturbing dreams.

First dream I was a lion cub, running around these mountain slopes covered in snow. I was chasing an adult lion around the slopes and then we started chasing the shadows on the snow because the sun was rotating around us quickly.

Second dream I was in line for something and this one guy with a kid, let me go ahead of him. I go to the register and pay - and then when I'm done paying the guy comes back and says "Hey that's mine! You stole that from me!" and tries to reach into my bag, to get this colorful tin thing I had that had a lot of cash in it. I screamed, "I knew it! You tricked me! That's why you let me ahead of you in line.." All of a sudden I'm shoving and squishing something into my metal wallet. Somehow, I fit that guy into my 3x5 wallet. I tried closing it but he kept pushing it open - so I got some tape and wrapped it around to hold it down meanwhile so he couldn't open it and get out. Then, my wallet turned into a pen. And he was inside the taped up pen. I was running around, figuring out what I should do with it - by then I think he was dead inside the pen. I went home, and threw the pen in the fireplace. I look again, and there's his skull in the fireplace, full size. I freak out, so I get a pen and start stabbing the skull, making it turn into ashes in the process.

Freaking CSI Las Vegas - I watched it last night and some parts really freaked me out and I guess it got my imagination going.

LION: A lion featured in your dream is a symbol of social distinction and/or business leadership. If you heard the lion roar, you are likely to have to cope with jealousy from someone close to you. A friendly lion cub is a forecast of a new and valuable friendship.

KILLING: If you dreamed of killing someone, whether intentionally or by accident, it signifies a period of severe emotional stress during which you must make a heroic effort to control your temper.

Keywords: SEVERE EMOTIONAL STRESS.

I also had a dream the other night and ended up waking up and crying into my pillow... just overwhelmed with sadness. I didn't know why I was crying or what the dream was about, but when I realized I was crying, I paused, and then started crying again and fell back asleep. It's one of the worst feelings of sadness that I ever feel and it happens every now and then in my sleep. Anyone know what's goin on?



Monday February 13, 2006

I was in some chinese antique furniture store after hours....all the lights were off. I was hopping around and partially flying/gliding in the air at the same time, and there was another person with me doing the same thing. I don't know what we were looking for... but in one of the dark rooms there was this tall/giant chinese man with long black hair, sitting still in a chair. I froze when I saw him...he got up and started walking to the right so I jumped behind a table....

And then some other bad usual dreams with the same two people in them.



Thursday February 16, 2006

I was at some beach running along this sandy hill/road...I couldn't run as fast as I wanted to so I looked at my feet and I was wearing some big old white sneakers...reeboks or something? To the right was the water, cliffs, rocks....tons of people all over the beach and climbing on the rocks...I was excited...

Damnit I can't remember the other dream...

SHOES: Shabby or worn shoes are an omen of success



Friday February 17, 2006

I had a dream that I was using a brown pencil to draw in my eyebrows how I wanted them to be, so that I could show Elmo. After I was done, I looked in the mirror and to come to think of it...I drew a mustache on myself. Actually I had a mini mustache and I drew the ends with the brown pencil. Elmo said, "Let me see," and I said no, I was rolling on the floor trying to hide my face. I said, "My eyebrows kinda look like a mustache okay?" And I kept rolling on the floor...laughing at myself...

I was running away from some people who were chasing me - I was with one of my old coworkers Liz. We ran downstairs in some building, that had a bunch of ladders and pipes there. I found a broom and separated the stick (plastic) from the broomy part, whatever you call it. Then we started running and there were these men who tried to attack us and I started hitting them with the stick and eventually tried stabbing them witih the end of my stick. All of a sudden we were all in a store still fighting, I was jumping on top of counters and aisle thingies....

Then I ended up back at some school, looking for my purse which I had left behind. But couldn't find.

MUSTACHE: If you are a woman and dream that you have a mustache, indicates that you are expressing your power through your words and verbal expression.

FIGHTING: To dream that you participate in a fight, indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life.

BROOM: To see a broom in your dream, denotes that it is time to clean up your act and resolve your past issues. You need to discard what is no longer useful to you. Alternatively, brooms symbolize domesticity and the establishment of a household. Also, brooms are sometimes associated with witches and thus broomsticks may refer to the female shadow aspect of yourself.

PURSE: To dream that you lost your purse, denotes loss of power and control of possessions. It also suggests that you may have lost touch with your real identity.




Wednesday February 22, 2006

I had a dream I was shaving my dogs. And one of them (Changoo) fell asleep on my stomach...

I also dreamt I was arguing with someone about someone.



Thursday February 23, 2006

I guess I was at the dentist because the crown on my tooth had a big ass hole in it, revealing my original small tooth. Weird thing is, I have a crown but it wasn't in the spot it was in my dream. In my dream it was my bottom back last tooth on the right. I remember looking at it in the mirror and it was all deformed and looked like I had a cavity. I was laying in the chair waiting, and they had to rinse my teeth with that water spray thingie...but...the dentist assistant was Mike's mom, and there was a capri sun bag attached to the water thing and she was spraying capri sun on my teeth, telling me not to swallow it.

Then the dentist office turned into some party store that had a bunch of prank stuff in it...I bought my brother a bunch of stuff and then he ended up going back to buy more stuff like fake bugs and all...

DENTIST: To dream that you are at the dentist, signifies periodic doubt over the sincerity and honor of some person. You may have some anxiety or fear of pain, but in the long run it will be for your own good.



Monday February 27, 2006

I was in New York! Well, I didn't see any of the city - I only knew I was in New York because I was at Jenn&Mike's house (3 bedroom, living room on left and kitchen on right when you walk in from the front door). My brother and my cousin Edwin came along with me...I know James and Edwin went out but I fell asleep cause it ended up being 2am, and Jenn&Mike fell asleep too. When I woke up, I was at my cousins house in Santa Clara and I guess I had taken a shower and I was walking around trying to find my bag of clothes and hair stuff...the towel kept shrinking. I found a sheet of sesame street stickers and stuck one on my face. I started walking around the house and I was trying to go back into the bathroom but this one lady was in there with her kids and she wouldn't let me in - she started talking shit, and then my cousin Jeong was at the door and started yelling at her back, saying that I was in there first and I'm a good person...and the lady said, "My nephew is well behaved too." And shut the door. Then I was at Wal-Mart or something, looking at picture frames.

I also remember my dad caught some kind of baby seagull....it was blue and white, with a light blue beak, sitting in a bucket...

Towel
To see or use a towel in your dream, suggests that you need to deal with your emotions in order to move forward in your life. You need to find some sort of a resolution. Alternatively, it represents completion, a fresh start and new transition.

Sticker
To see stickers in your dream, suggests your tendency to hold on and cling to your childhood. Also pay attention to what is depicted on the sticker; that may offer you a clue to what particular aspect of yourself you are not letting go of.

Frame
To see a frame in your dream represents limitations and boundaries. You or someone else may be putting restrictions on you. Alternatively, it symbolizes vanity.

Bird
To see deformed or odd birds in your dream, indicates that you have a unique outlook and perspective on romance and love. The dream may also represent a lack of understanding in affairs of the heart.



Monday March 6, 2006

(From the past few days)

I was at some wedding, possibly a bridesmaid? Wearing a grey/purple dress. Someone was carrying me - and I had needles in my mouth. More and more needles kept filling my mouth until I couldn't even close my mouth anymore - I was panicking, trying to look for a place I could spit it all out.

I was in a hospital - and pregnant. I was in a room with TV show Roseanne - and two other pregnant ladies. The doctor started helping the other two pregnant ladies - but refused to help me because "You didn't get prenatal care, and you didn't get insurance." So he gave the other two ladies some shot/medicine to lessen the labor pain - but he didn't give me anything. Somehow I ended up driving a jeep, four-weeling or something - while still pregnant and waiting for contractions or something.

Heck no.

Needle A needle is symbolic of emotional or physical pain.

Pregnant To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.



Thursday March 9, 2006

I was wearing some white sweat pants and I was running - it got caught on something and made a big rip/hole.

The color white usually represents sadness when in a dream. Maybe the rip represents what I feel inside: torn.



Tuesday March 14, 2006

I was talking to that little white girl from Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants - the one that was sick - she was telling me that she was marrying some older famous korean guy from korea. She was telling me how they had never met - only met online and that they talked on the phone and he told her that she was cute...she kept giggling..and I was like .

I was at some amusement park? Like Great America but not...there was this one cool rollercoaster where in real life something like that wouldn't hold up but in my dreams it looked crazy scary cool.

And other dreams.



Monday March 20, 2006

I had a dream that my fishies tried to kill each other. I have Poseidon and Triton's tank next to each other on the table thingie next to my bed - and in the dream I was looking at Triton's tank and saw that his whole back tail/fin had fallen off. I looked inside, and Poseidon and Nereus were both in that tank, all of them fighting. I guess they jumped out of their tanks into each others. I got a net thingie and pulled Poseidon out and put him back in his tank - he turned white but still alive, water was turning pink from blood? Then I pulled Nereus out but he was already dead so I flushed him down the toilet, along with a clown fish that was in his tank that was also dead. Don't know where the clownfish came from. Triton was okay except he was bleeding in his tank and fins all gone.



Wednesday March 22, 2006

At first I was hiding, then I was viciously chasing and attacking someone in Walmart with a metal rake/hoe.



Thursday March 23, 2006

I had a dream I was running around some building with just a white towel wrapped around me. Kept falling. Then the towel kept shrinking so I was trying to cover myself and then my breasts started to grow so I started having even more trouble covering myself. I remember people laughing at me...

Naked: If the nakedness was your own, you can expect a stroke of money luck or an improvement in circumstances.



Monday April 3, 2006

I was at some place near the water - it was supposed to be Monterey but it didn't look like it. I was with Virma, Maryanne and other folks I went to high school with. All of a sudden, people along the pier started screaming and running towards us - they said the water was rising (tsunami). All of a sudden I see dark water rushing up towards the pier and land...I started running - and jumped onto a building. I started hopping rooftops, until I reached home in a panic - screaming at my brother to get all three of our dogs. I didn't care about anything else, just wanted to get my doggies out of the house and safe...

Tsunami
To see a tsunami in your dream, represents that you are being overwhelmed by some repressed feelings or unconscious material that is rising up to the surface. You are experiencing some unhappiness and emotional instability in some waking situation. (no shit)

Roof
To see a roof in your dream, symbolizes a barrier between two states of consciousness. It represents a protection of your consciousness, mentality, and beliefs. It is an overview of how you see yourself and who you think you are. To dream that you are on a roof, symbolizes boundless success.



Wednesday April 5, 2006

I was going up some elevator with a filipina lady and her 6 year old daughter. The lady was a nurse, dressed in scrub clothes. We went into a room that was a hotel room but furnished with regular bedroom/home furnishings. I asked her if it was an apartment, and she said no, she lives in a motel. There was no kitchen. I wanted to take a shower, so I walk to the oval tub in the bathroom and it's filled with water and at first there were orange worms in the water on the bottom - but when I looked closer, they turned into cigarettes. I started to drain the tub and throw the cigs out the window. All of a sudden the drain was clogged with olives. Probably 50 of them. I got even more pissed. Some guy appeared and tried to lazily help me take the olives out the drain, but I yelled at him saying he was incompetent and that the tub was that way because of him. My cell rings, I answer and it's Moses. Except he only accidentally dialed my number and I was listening to him having a conversation with someone who was sitting next to him. I forgot what they talked about. So I give him a call back, and he asked me if I could pick him up from Stockton and take him home to Sunnyvale cause he didn't have his car. I said I didn't have my car either. All of a sudden, I was inside another house, with Moses and Elmo's parents. Then we all walked out of the house, and got into some van....and I don't remember what happened after that.



Monday April 17, 2006

(From the other night): I dreamed that I was in the bathroom. When I was done, I walked out of the bathroom and my brother pointed to my thighs, asking me, "What is that? You're leaking," and I saw blood dripping down my legs. I sat back on the toilet, and out dropped a little dead fetus, the size of a large lemon. That has to be...one of the worst dreams I've ever had.

(Not a dream): Last night, I woke up at 4am to go to the bathroom. Then I went back to bed, with the tv on because I was scared for some reason (I guess from another nightmare that I forgot, thankfully). I woke up hearing a constant beeping noise...so I look at the tv and just see black with some white on the screen. Keeps beeping...so I put on my glasses to see what's going on. The screen was black and then there was a little white square in the middle of the screen. Beep. Then I saw four #4's on the screen. Beep. White square, beep. Four #4's, beep. I know that the number 4 is not a good number - it's a bad luck number and even signifies death. I grabbed the remote and changed the channel to 55, the disney channel and winnie the pooh was on. And went back to sleep...I had dreams but I can't remember them. Now I'm wondering, what the hell was going on in my room, on the tv...

Miscarriage: To dream that you have a miscarriage, signifies that some idea or plan has not followed through or has gone awry. The dream may also serve as a warning against your continued course of action. You should alter your path or may risk losing something of significance and value to you. Alternatively, the dream may indicate that you have been wronged in some way.

***If anyone can explain the beeping/black screen/white square/4's, then please let me know so I don't freak out anymore. Otherwise...

I'm going crazy...




Tuesday April 18, 2006

I was at my aunt/uncles house in santa clara (the one I always dream about). I guess I was spending the night. I was trying to find toothpaste to brush my teeth, and found some tube that had clear blue/clear paste but it had some brown stuff in it. I asked my cousin Younga if it was okay, and she said yeah, it was normal. So I put some on my toothbrush only it comes out the size of a golfball. I tell myself "Oh well," and stick the brush in my mouth and start trying to brush my teeth. Meanwhile, my nephew Tyler comes into the bathroom and needs to go pee so he pees in the bathtub. He runs out the bathroom, and I start to gag on the ball of toothpaste that's halfway down my throat.

I walk into my cousins old room to find something to change into. My aunt/uncle/cousins disappeared, and all of a sudden Tranq and his family were living in the house. Tranq and his lady were arguing. I found a grey t-shirt to wear to bed. There were white sheets on the floor - I slept on the floor instead of the bed. I remember looking to the left and there were a dozen chocolate roses in a big Bath & Body Works shopping bag. Tranq came in to talk to me for a few minutes, and showed me his new daughter.

Then I'm in some hotel room. My mom is with me, this time she is brushing her teeth and speaking perfect english at the same time. I'm laying on the bed watching tv, and my mom is fiddling with the window blinds. I look outside the window, and see some kind of rap contest going on. This chubby asian girl wearing a pink jacket was trying to rap. 5 minutes later she came back dressed as a different person to rap again, but I knew it was her. I leave the hotel and get into a car/truck. It was dark outside - there was a lady pushing a stroller and walking with her son. They were walking on a dirt path, and on both sides of the path were tall bushes. I'm walking behind her, and she tells me there's monsters everywhere. The truck that I was driving was following me, headlights on to show the path. We pass this 8 foot morphed shrek looking guy pushing a stroller. He breathed hard, looked at the lady, looked at me, and kept walking. Then we turned a corner...



Tuesday April 25, 2006

I walked into some concrete doors/building with Jay Leno and George Clooney. There was a 3rd person there too but I don't remember who it was. We walked in, and to the right was this real indoor beach. Sand, clear water, and seaweed here and there. All three of the guys jumped into the water and started swimming and cracking jokes at each other. To the left of me, were these glass walls/windows. But on there was nothing but rocks up against the windows. I realized that this building was built inisde a mountain - and I remember asking Clooney, "What was the point of having glass windows then?" But he didn't know.

I tried killing this orange moth the size of my hand. It flew away but as it started to fly away it told me that I needed to kill his two wives or else they'd kill me. I look down to the grass at the right of me, and I see two yellow moths huddled together - both also huge. I get a big hardcover book, put it on top of them and step on it.

Beach
To see the beach in your dream, symbolizes the meeting between your two states of mind. The sand is symbolic of the rational and mental processes while the water signifies the irrational, unsteady, and emotional aspects of yourself. It is a place of transition between the physical/material and the spiritual. To dream that you are on the beach and looking out toward the ocean, indicates unknown and major changes that are occurring in your life. Consider the state of the ocean, whether it is calm, pleasant, forbidding, etc.

Mountains
To see mountains in your dream, signifies many major obstacles and challenges that you have to overcome. If you are on top of the mountain, then it signifies that you have achieved and realized your goals. Alternatively, mountains denotes a higher realm of consciousness, knowledge, and spiritual truth.

Moth
To see a moth in your dream, indicates that unseen irritations and damage will not surface until it is too late. It is important to pay attention to minor details and not overlook things or others. Alternatively, the moth may symbolize your weaknesses and character flaws.

Yellow
If the dream is an unpleasant one, then the color represents cowardice and sickness. You may have a fear or an inability to make a decision or take action. As a result, you are experiencing many setbacks.



Monday May 8, 2006

I was in some classroom? Nick walked in. My cell phone rang, and I answered it. It was my mom and she told me that Nick was looking for me and that he was going to show up - I said I know, he's right behind me. She said she just wanted to warn me. Then...Nick talked to me. I don't remember much, but we were walking around the school? I remember a swimming pool. I remember him taking me to his parents house, I saw his mom again. Nick wanted me to get back with him, but I said I was seeing someone else, Elmo. Then, I told him that Elmo's mom and his mom were sisters - I remember saying "Auntie Riz." The look on Nick's face: crushed?



Wednesday May 10, 2006

I dreamed that we were moving out of our house - we didn't really have a choice but I don't know why. I remember a realtor lady there (caucasian, straight short orange hair). I just kept crying, and telling my brother we're never supposed to move out of this house because it's the house we grew up in. I started having childhood memories, and crying more.

Crying
To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.

Moving
To dream that you are moving away, signifies your desire or need for change. It may also mean an end to a situation or relationship and you are moving on. Alternatively, it indicates your determination and issues regarding dependence/independence.



Sunday May 21, 2006

I was in the backyard with my mom - she took me out back to show me this cherry tree at the side of our house. It was huge..and pink blossom petals all over - on the tree and floating in the air. There was a head of a bull at the top of the tree, but its face was also covered with pink petals. She pointed near the fence and there was also a fake tree with pink paper blossoms (5 inch diameter)...

Pink
Pink represents love, joy, sweetness, happiness, affection, kindness. Being in love or healing through love is also implied with this color

Cherry
To see a cherry tree in your dream, represents luck, spring, femininity, and youth

Bull
To see a bull in your dream, symbolizes stubbornness, strong will, strength, and power. It is time to take some action and be more assertive. Alternatively, it indicates rich, prosperous, and abundant life. Consider the pun, "being bull-headed". May you need to have a little compromise in a situation



Wednesday May 24, 2006

I had a dream, that I arrived in New York....I was off the plane and dragging my carry-on stroller thing. I went to some gate, and there was Jenn! Then we were at some counter and while I was checking in somewhere, the worker/lady gave me $350 for some reason. I had the hardest time trying to re-count that money. Then I started walking with Jenn. Another guy was with her - some vietnamese guy? But he was mute. So we were walking then I started stressing out because I forgot to bring my bag - then I realized I forgot my glasses and contact lens case and just about everything else. I also forgot to bring her lychee tea. We went into some huge elevator, going up... and then all of a sudden it was an open elevator thing (no walls or ceiling) and we were at some apartments (painted brownish/tan/orange on the outside)...Jenn was down about something, and I asked her if it was a bad time for me to be visiting her .

See Jenn, how worried/scared I am! But I'll be seeing you very soon! If nothing happens to me at the airport



Wednesday June 28, 2006

I had a dream that I was eating a tootsie roll and it got stuck on my crown. I was trying to detach the candy from my tooth/crown but it hurt and when I pulled on the candy I could feel my tooth moving. Yuck. I also dreamed I was brushing my teeth but all the bristles kept falling out of my toothbrush and getting stuck inbetween my teeth.

I also dreamed that I went to some beach...that had a huge arcade on it.

Loose Teeth: Loose teeth are a warning of untrustworthy friends (how many more of those am I going to have to go through?)

Brushing Teeth: Indicates the clearance of obstacles that have been holding you back, unless one or more bristles got stuck between your teeth, in which case you will still overcome the obstacles, but only after continued patient effort



Friday August 18, 2006

Haven't been having too many dreams lately but this one won't get out of my head. Last night, I dreamt that I was at some lake...I'm thinking it was supposed to be Clear Lake at my cousins house but it looked totally different. I was standing on a weird deck looking down at the water and how green it was. But when I glanced down again, the water became clear and I could see the sand and plants on the bottom. Then this goldfish (one of those round orange and white ones) - rose out of the water. It was bigger than my car. The eyeball (size of a basketball) was all black. It was in midair and just staring at me...

Then I looked down in the water again. I was sitting on a sofa on the deck. I saw a bunch of huge koi fish swimming around...and this all black koi rose up out of the water and sat on my shoulder and was flapping around, trying to eat my ear. All I can say is, gross.

Then I was standing on some small boat and my cousin Woo was standing on a similar boat next to mine. I'm standing there and I see a sleeping bag float by, with a sleeping dog on top of it. I asked Woo if I should wake up the dog cause I didn't want him to drown or fall into the water? Woo said sure, so I grabbed a stick and started poking the dog. It woke up, and jumped into my boat.

Goldfish
To see a goldfish in your dream, foretells of wealth and many successful and pleasant adventures.

Fish
To see fish swimming in your dream, signifies insights from your unconscious mind. Thus to catch a fish, represents insights which have been brought to the surface. The fish is also an ancient symbol of Christianity and Christian beliefs. Consider also the common phrases "like a cold fish", "fish out of water" or something that is "fishy" about a situation. It may also imply a slippery or elusive situation.

Boat
To dream that you are on a boat, denotes fruitful endeavors and that your plans will go off without a hitch. Luck will be right beside you.

Dog
To see a dog in your dream, indicate a skill that you have ignored or forgotten, but needs to be activated. Alternatively, dogs may symbolize intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. Your own values and intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and succeed.