Sunday, April 5, 2009

Flurry of Dreams and Images

I was in some department store, in the dress section. There were these "gowns" that were about 30 feet long - hung up high from the ceiling. I was thinking to myself, "I can't wear those dresses. My legs are to short." I remember one gown had a print of Marilyn Monroe's face on it.

Had a white bucket of about 10 goldfish. There were baby mosquitos swarming and swimming inside the bucket and I was trying to clean them out. I grabbed a white cup and scooped up a goldfish that I wanted - it was round, black orange and white. So then I decided to go to Petsmart to look for a tank - Didn't look like Petsmart inside, but I was in some other fish store looking for fish tanks. There was a small, medium and large - all filled with water, rocks and plants but no fish.

I was in Starbucks in line - but was holding my green tea lemonade getting ready to pay. The guy ahead of me (this random guy at worked named Harry*) had paid for his stuff, and was waving at me telling me he had paid for mine already. I saw my coworker Sue there and told her I didn't know what to do - I didn't want to leave starbucks with Harry just because he paid, so I begged Sue to not leave my side.

There was this beach - kind of gloomy. A lot of grass though, and some sand... I was walking along the edge of the sand and my brother was behind me. A voice from behind kept yelling, "Don't do it Alice. Don't do it. You're gonna fall in." Hearing him, I didn't care and kept walking on the edge. Then I slowly slowly started falling into the water, and my brother behind me fell in too. It was like slow motion. The water didn't even splash.

I had a mini black umbrella at work. I decided to hang it up right over my head in my cube with a clear invisible string. I assume this is because I always tell everyone I have a little black rain cloud over my head.

I was in my bathroom at home, trying to wash my hair in the sink but my big head wouldn't fit. Then, I was in some other big bathroom over the sink - and started washing the bottom long half of my hair. When I was done, I saw myself from 3rd person view sitting there with half wet hair and nothing but a white t-shirt on. I looked sad.

There was a white plastic bin - with a hole in it. I was peeping through the hole and saw about 30-40 little ducklings! They were all moving and running simultaneously.

I was in some hotel room with a bunch of people - and there was this 12 year old midget. People were telling me that I got him pregnant. Didn't understand because that's not POSSIBLE. And I remember telling the people that I don't even know him. And I'm a girl, how could I get him pregnant? I remember feeling depressed, I think I was looking for a way to commit suicide. I started running... ran into some neighborhood. I was looking at the street signs and that's when I realized I was dreaming. I knew I was dreaming, so I kept running, trying to find him. There was this one girl I ran into - I closed my eyes and kissed her, hoping she'd turn into him but nope. She kept turning her head away, really resistant. I couldn't see her face, but I actually think it was me. I sat in the middle of the street and laid there, closing my eyes really tight to change the scenery. When I opened my eyes, I was laying stomach down next to a white house. I was in the grass, my left cheek on the ground. I opened my eyes and saw the white wall, and the window with a lamp inside glowing orange. I sighed and gave up...

Opened a public bathroom door - the walls and floors were covered in all dark orange square tiles. And everything was missing. No toilet, no sink, no paper towel dispenser. Just holes in the walls where they used to be.

I walked over to my coworker Jen's new cube. She had some weird pieces of wood covering the entrance of her cube - I tried to stick my head in to say hello but my head got stuck in the wood.

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