Thursday, April 23, 2009

Guilty Accomplice

Few days ago - I ate some cereal right before taking a nap. Bad idea. Caused me to have a bad nightmare.

I dreamed I was hanging out with my cousin E - I knew something was going on, but not exactly sure what was off. We ran into some police/FBI that started investigating us, saying that someone had been murdered. They seemed friendly, and just wanted to ask questions to anyone in the area. Later on, I started getting flashbacks of a dead body. Images of my cousin dragging this bloody body wrapped up in a brown rug. Was I there? How did I know? I was there. I panicked. He shot the person. A few days later I got interviewed again, only this time the police weren't so friendly. I was thinking to myself, "Oh my God... I'm guilty as an accomplice because I knew about the murder but didn't say anything..." I started planning in my head - that I needed to run away. I was going to buy a one way ticket to the Philippines. Police started talking to my mom and aunts, asking us if they knew where I was at the time of the murder. I couldn't remember where I was during the murder - I couldn't think of an excuse. Was I really there? Then I was a fly in some house, just watching people. House with a white kitchen, there was a mother baking something in the oven. Had her baby in one arm. The police were asking her if they could look in her backyard. Then I remembered... this is where my cousin killed that person. There was a sliding door in the kitchen area that led to the backyard. All dirt. The police were pouring mounds of white powder onto the dirt - and it started soaking up all the blood that was in the dirt...

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Department Game Show

I was in some department store with my coworkers D and J. We went to the cashier, and we were in some type of game show or something. He started giving us instructions and showed us each an outfit that we had to go find in the store and put on. He also said we had to eat a full meal in less than 30 minutes, and then work out for 30 minutes. The shirt I had to find, was some sort of beige colored lace blouse. I ran around the store forever trying to find that shirt. D and J were already dressed and moving onto the next step, while I was frantically going through all the clothes hanging in the store and on the racks. D handed me some blue or black blouse and I yelled at him. I decided to move on to the eating portion, so I sat at a white round table with 2 other people and scarfed my meal down. I was watching J and D start their work out routine. After I was done eating, I ran outside and went into some swimming pool area. I saw Kristy and Sheel (high school classmates). I was talking to them for a little bit - I was looking for something or someone but they couldn't help so I ran off back into the other building. I found Jen working out - she was in a room with Wii Fit on. I couldn't find anything to work out with - so I started jogging in place everywhere I went. I was at a sink brushing my teeth and jogging in place as well.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

T-Rex, Rubber and Whiteboard

There was a wooden barn, all natural wood and no paint. I was inside, watching an alligator feeding on a pile of food. Baby duck walking around. All of a sudden the alligator turned into a giant yellow and white T-Rex. Looked 50 feet tall - started running towards me, showing its teeth. I ran to the corner and curled up in a ball - he couldn't get me with his mouth because his nose was so huge and I was wedged in the corner, and his arms were way too short to reach for me.

I was in some store with my cousin Laurie. There were wooden barrels filled with clear rubber toys. Clear pink, clear blue, and clear white. I remember looking into one barrel and there were a bunch of rubber toy cars of the same colors. I was looking at some jewelry too.

I was in a science class and saw an image on the whiteboard. There was like a 10 inch black clover with a green clover on top. A 1 inch wide orange line going from the center of the clovers out to the bottom right corner of the board - probably 2 feet long. 2 sets of little pyramids of circles on the orange line. I grabbed the eraser and started erasing the little circles/pyraminds.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Dark Road

I was tied to my cousin Laurie with a rubberband around our waists. Not sure if we were just walking, or if we had jumped out of a car. We were on some dirt road, it was night and the sky was a dark navy blue. We were standing there, and this old white truck passes by. The guy in it, stares at us and pulls over - he had crooked eyes, dark messy brown hair, missing teeth and a scruffy beard. He was after us. I told my cousin we should run down this one road - we started running (still rubberbanded together), but everything started fading to black and we couldn't see anything. Just felt scared, helpless... I knew I was going to be killed.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Flurry of Dreams and Images

I was in some department store, in the dress section. There were these "gowns" that were about 30 feet long - hung up high from the ceiling. I was thinking to myself, "I can't wear those dresses. My legs are to short." I remember one gown had a print of Marilyn Monroe's face on it.

Had a white bucket of about 10 goldfish. There were baby mosquitos swarming and swimming inside the bucket and I was trying to clean them out. I grabbed a white cup and scooped up a goldfish that I wanted - it was round, black orange and white. So then I decided to go to Petsmart to look for a tank - Didn't look like Petsmart inside, but I was in some other fish store looking for fish tanks. There was a small, medium and large - all filled with water, rocks and plants but no fish.

I was in Starbucks in line - but was holding my green tea lemonade getting ready to pay. The guy ahead of me (this random guy at worked named Harry*) had paid for his stuff, and was waving at me telling me he had paid for mine already. I saw my coworker Sue there and told her I didn't know what to do - I didn't want to leave starbucks with Harry just because he paid, so I begged Sue to not leave my side.

There was this beach - kind of gloomy. A lot of grass though, and some sand... I was walking along the edge of the sand and my brother was behind me. A voice from behind kept yelling, "Don't do it Alice. Don't do it. You're gonna fall in." Hearing him, I didn't care and kept walking on the edge. Then I slowly slowly started falling into the water, and my brother behind me fell in too. It was like slow motion. The water didn't even splash.

I had a mini black umbrella at work. I decided to hang it up right over my head in my cube with a clear invisible string. I assume this is because I always tell everyone I have a little black rain cloud over my head.

I was in my bathroom at home, trying to wash my hair in the sink but my big head wouldn't fit. Then, I was in some other big bathroom over the sink - and started washing the bottom long half of my hair. When I was done, I saw myself from 3rd person view sitting there with half wet hair and nothing but a white t-shirt on. I looked sad.

There was a white plastic bin - with a hole in it. I was peeping through the hole and saw about 30-40 little ducklings! They were all moving and running simultaneously.

I was in some hotel room with a bunch of people - and there was this 12 year old midget. People were telling me that I got him pregnant. Didn't understand because that's not POSSIBLE. And I remember telling the people that I don't even know him. And I'm a girl, how could I get him pregnant? I remember feeling depressed, I think I was looking for a way to commit suicide. I started running... ran into some neighborhood. I was looking at the street signs and that's when I realized I was dreaming. I knew I was dreaming, so I kept running, trying to find him. There was this one girl I ran into - I closed my eyes and kissed her, hoping she'd turn into him but nope. She kept turning her head away, really resistant. I couldn't see her face, but I actually think it was me. I sat in the middle of the street and laid there, closing my eyes really tight to change the scenery. When I opened my eyes, I was laying stomach down next to a white house. I was in the grass, my left cheek on the ground. I opened my eyes and saw the white wall, and the window with a lamp inside glowing orange. I sighed and gave up...

Opened a public bathroom door - the walls and floors were covered in all dark orange square tiles. And everything was missing. No toilet, no sink, no paper towel dispenser. Just holes in the walls where they used to be.

I walked over to my coworker Jen's new cube. She had some weird pieces of wood covering the entrance of her cube - I tried to stick my head in to say hello but my head got stuck in the wood.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Flossing

I was flossing my teeth - and a chunk of chicken the size of a cotton ball came out.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

India

I was eating dinner in some restaurant, in India. My friend Gio was there with me, sitting to my left. There were 2 indian men sitting across from me, eating their food. Someone texted me to be careful with those 2 men because one of them just killed someone. There was someone sitting to my right - don't remember who he was. Almost like a shadow.

I remember Gio walking away - he had an iphone. Showing me all the texts he was getting - scrolled through his chat boxes from left to right, there was about 20 different chat/text boxes. He left to go text someone.