Sunday, June 7, 2009

Nightmare: Girls head

I noticed the last 2 times I fell asleep with the heating pad on my stomach, I'd end up having nightmares. I don't remember the dream before, but the dream last night was horrid and I feel like my mind has been violated.

I was in some house - looked like my cousins house in Santa Clara, the one that a lot of my dreams seems to take place in. But it was a little different - looked more like a hospital of some sort. I was in one room, standing next to a guy. It was either my brother or my cousin E. There was a white table against the wall, and on the table - was a girls head/shoulders. It was her head, neck and shoulders - the rest of her body was gone. She had brown hair, tied up in a pony-tail. Her skin was grayish green - the color of mold but not the texture of mold. She looked like she had been dead for awhile. The look on her face - was painful. Eyes closed. Then all of a sudden she started making crying sounds, her face looking even more pained. I was in shock. The guy I was standing next to - started hitting her head. I started screaming that she was still alive and to stop it. The guy told me, "She's not alive. It's just her brain causing her to make those faces. She's dead." As he was hitting her head, she cried and moaned even harder. I didn't know what to do. Then the guy grabbed a clear plastic bag. He grabbed her by her pony tail and put her inside the bag - I started screaming, saying he was going to suffocate her. She cried even louder - he tied up the plastic bag and left air in it. I think he was trying to suffocate her and kill her for good.

Corpse
To see a corpse in your dream, represents an aspect of yourself that has died. Or it may mean that you are unexpressive. You have shut yourself down and are dead inside.

Hospital
To see or dream that you are in a hospital, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental heath. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life. Alternatively, it suggests that you are giving up control of your own body or that you are afraid of losing control of your body.

Figures.

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