Pacifia Pier

Few nights ago - had a dream that I was in Pacifica on the pier. It was cloudy, wind blowing - the sky was gray. I was hiding a rope under my jacket, holding it against my chest. I was briskly walking down the pier almost towards the end and tied one end of the rope to the pier. I hurried and slid the other end around my neck so that people wouldn't see - I don't even remember if people were around. I jumped off the pier and hung myself. This entire dream was from third person view. I remember seeing myself hanging from the pier, body limp and rocking slowly with the waves, in the wind.

Suicide
To dream that you commit suicide, suggests that conditions in your life are so frustrating that you no longer want to deal with the situation or relationship. You may be harboring feelings of guilt that you cannot get over and thus turning the aggression on yourself. You need to start approaching problems from a different angle. Alternatively, it may suggest that you are saying good-bye to one aspect of yourself and hello to a whole new you. It is symbolic of a personal transformation or a new stage in your life.

Pier
To see or dream that you are on a pier, represents self-reflection and an introspect into your unconscious. You are ready to explore and grow as an individual. The dream signal emotional and spiritual growth.

Fast Food Kiosks & Planet Earth

I was hungry so decided to go to a taco bell. I went inside - and at the counter, there were about 4 huge kiosks. I stood in line, and watched as other people used the touch-screen kiosks to punch in their orders. It was my turn, and I ordered a meal - then slid my debit card on the side of the kiosk to pay. There were workers behind the kiosks - just standing there in case customers needed help. My receipt printed out, and I waited on the side for my food which came out shortly. I'm sure there is a possibility of this happening soon, if not already.

Another dream - I was in my backyard sitting in the patio area at night. I looked to the right and saw what I thought was the moon - but actually was the earth. Blue globe in the distance, and I saw the outline of North and South Americas. I couldn't believe it. I was staring at planet earth? Where was I? I ran inside to grab my camera, tripod and my zoom lens. I went back out, put my gear together and when I looked through my lens - the earth started dimming, and I wasn't able to take a picture in time. I sat there watching the earth deteriorate - turned into a glowing yellow color with orange cracks. Almost as if it was slowly burning. It ended up looking like a dry piece of round cheese.

Earth
To see the planet Earth in your dream, signifies wholeness and global consciousness. You are interconnected with the world.

Running from K

I was running from my ex K. He was trying to talk to me? And I just kept running, and he kept following. All of a sudden I was in a car - his girlfriend was driving. Wearing a white shirt, black vest and black pants. She wasn't so friendly with me - just driving and not smiling or talking to me. I remember thinking, "G told me she was so fat that she wouldn't even fit in his car - but she looks thinner today." She dropped me off somewhere, and then I was running again. I was in some business area, and ran into an outdoor cafeteria? I kept running, and I remember running up a green hill, and he was still behind me. I ran onto some buildings, kept climbing higher and higher until I was in the sky with the dark gray clouds. He was catching up, and I kept screaming at him, "Leave me the fuck alone! I don't want to talk to you! Get over it!" I was at the highest point on the building I was on, and he was hanging by his hands, next to my feet, pathetic look on his face. I stomped on his fingers that were hanging on to make him let go, and watch him fall... I had an overwhelming feeling of relief.

Running
To dream that you are running away from someone, indicates an issue that you are trying to avoid.

Cafeteria
To dream that you are in a cafeteria, denotes that there may be a lot of issues "eating" you up inside.

Building
To see a building in your dream, represents the self and the body. How high you are in the building indicates a rising level of understanding or awareness. To dream that you or someone fall off a building, suggests that you are descending into the realm of unconscious. You are learning about and acknowledging aspects of your unconscious. Alternatively, it symbolizes your fear of not being able to complete or succeeding in a task.

Clouds
To see dark or stormy clouds in your dream, symbolize depression or anger.

Hawaii & Old Man in a Shack with Clipboard

I was in Hawaii - looked more on the country side. Lots of plants, crops, farmers. I was walking around with 2 of my high school classmates, Eric and Tam. Tam had his arm aroun my shoulder, walking like buddies. I was comfortable. I met up with my old neighbors Juby and Julian (who actually is going to school in Oahu right now). I was asking Julian about the cost of rent, if it was similar to bay area. He told me there's places that are actually cheaper/affordable. He disappeared, and I was standing with Juby in front of this wood/straw shack with an old man in it. He had a clipboard with lined paper, and Juby started to write something on it with a black marker. But she was talking so much (to me) that she stopped writing and the old man kept staring at her, looking impatient. I was looking at the clipboard and the writing - wasn't even words. Looked like characters or ancient symbols. There was a dry piece of palm tree/leaves/branch that kept floating around my head that I kept swatting away. I grabbed it once but it kept moving. Finally Juby turned her attention back to the clipboard and finished writing on the clipboard. Then I was on some sandy road, next to the crops - I was just staring down the road, looking at the palm trees in the distance and the clouds in the sky.

Shack
To see a shack in your dream, represents your undeveloped self. You need to expand your Self. The dream may also be a pun on "shacking up".

Writing
To see ancient writings in your dream, suggests that there is something you need to learn and understand from the past.

Branch
To see branches in your dream, symbolize good luck, growth, and new life. Alternatively, branches represent the relationships and communication between you and your family or relatives. To see broken branches in your dream, represents a personal or work-related problem.

Palm Tree
To see palm trees in your dream, represents tranquility, high aspirations, fame, victory, hopes, and longevity.

Bicycle, White Fog, Driveways & Ocean

Peaceful dream, very quiet. I was walking next to Tonie - she was on my right, holding and walking with a bicycle. We were on a sidewalk. It was really foggy - thick white fog to where I could see nothing but Tonie, the bicycle and the sidewalk we were walking on. It was white everywhere from the fog. I told her "Oh, I can teach you how to ride a bike now, wanna try?" And she said no, and told me to just show her. So we switched sides and I hopped onto the bike. Sat down, and she pushed my back gently with her right hand. I didn't have my feet on the pedals - just lifted my legs up and let the bike roll. There was an elevated sidewalk - which we went onto. Looked like 2 driveways - but instead of driveways going up, they were two huge driveways going down into the ocean. The ocean water was also white and foamy, misty. Couldn't really see the water but I knew it was there. Tonie pushed me down the driveway on the right. I still didn't have my feet on the pedals - just let the bike take me down towards the ocean - but this sudden force pushed me back up so I went in a big U up onto the other driveway. I met up with Tonie again, and she said, "I guess it's because we're not allowed to go there yet. We're not ready. We have to wait until we're ready for the real world - like graduate, etc." I put my feet down onto the sidewalk to stop the bike from rolling, scratched my head and said, "But... I did graduate from college?"

Bicycle
To dream that you are riding a bicycle, signifies your desires to attain a balance in your life. You need to balance work and pleasure in order to succeed in your current undertakings.

Fog
To dream that you are going through a thick fog, symbolizes confusion, troubles, scandal, uncertainty and worries. You may not be seeing things the way they really are or you may have lost your sense of direction in life.

White
White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life. However, in Eastern cultures, white is associated with death and mourning.

Driveway
To see or drive up to a driveway in your dream, symbolizes an end to your journey. It also represents security and rest. Alternatively, it denotes your path toward achieving inner peace finding your spirituality.

Ocean
To see an ocean in your dream, represents the state of your emotions and feelings. It is indicative of some spiritual refreshment, tranquility and renewal.

Friend
To see friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge these rejected aspects of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news.

Nightmare: Girls head

I noticed the last 2 times I fell asleep with the heating pad on my stomach, I'd end up having nightmares. I don't remember the dream before, but the dream last night was horrid and I feel like my mind has been violated.

I was in some house - looked like my cousins house in Santa Clara, the one that a lot of my dreams seems to take place in. But it was a little different - looked more like a hospital of some sort. I was in one room, standing next to a guy. It was either my brother or my cousin E. There was a white table against the wall, and on the table - was a girls head/shoulders. It was her head, neck and shoulders - the rest of her body was gone. She had brown hair, tied up in a pony-tail. Her skin was grayish green - the color of mold but not the texture of mold. She looked like she had been dead for awhile. The look on her face - was painful. Eyes closed. Then all of a sudden she started making crying sounds, her face looking even more pained. I was in shock. The guy I was standing next to - started hitting her head. I started screaming that she was still alive and to stop it. The guy told me, "She's not alive. It's just her brain causing her to make those faces. She's dead." As he was hitting her head, she cried and moaned even harder. I didn't know what to do. Then the guy grabbed a clear plastic bag. He grabbed her by her pony tail and put her inside the bag - I started screaming, saying he was going to suffocate her. She cried even louder - he tied up the plastic bag and left air in it. I think he was trying to suffocate her and kill her for good.

Corpse
To see a corpse in your dream, represents an aspect of yourself that has died. Or it may mean that you are unexpressive. You have shut yourself down and are dead inside.

Hospital
To see or dream that you are in a hospital, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental heath. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life. Alternatively, it suggests that you are giving up control of your own body or that you are afraid of losing control of your body.

Figures.

Flying & Lucid Dreaming

So I had a lucid dream last night - a dream in which I was aware I was dreaming, therefore took control.

I was flying over some mountains - they were grayish green, some with a little bit of snow on top. When I was gliding through the sky, I paused and said to myself, "Wait a minute. This is a dream. Don't wake up!" I wanted to be in Hawaii and see clear blue water. I closed my eyes, imagining what I wanted to see. Opening my eyes, I was still flying over the mountains. Closed my eyes and tried one more time... and then there I was, flying over the most gorgeous blue turquoise water ever. What was enabling me to fly, was this tan straw/dry grass towel that I was holding behind me, almost like wings. Whenever I spread my arms out with the towel behind, I'd either dip down or fly up. I wanted to dip down into the water, so I did - skimmed my feet across the clear blue water. Then there were tons of people just playing in the ocean - I didn't see any land nearby. But I guess the water was pretty shallow. Bunch of kids and teenagers just playing in the water with beach balls. I flew up and went into the distance. Saw 100 feet waves - just rising in the ocean. I flew towards it, skimmed my feet across the top of the waves, then flew down while they crashed, riding alongside the waves. I know I was smiling the whole time, enjoying my dream and the feeling of freedom which I have yet to feel in my waking life. Didn't want to wake up...

Chasing T & Milk Game

It was night - the sky was black. I was in front of some glass doors at a business building - T was standing about 10 feet away from me at the other glass door. It was raining, and the water was glistening from the parking lot lights on the black asphalt. There were a few cars parked. T and I both looked at each other, and I grinned - he had nothing on but a white towel wrapped around his waist. I had a white towel wrapped around my torso. We were both super skinny too - we both looked about 30-40 pounds thinner. He started running - we were playing some game. I chased after him - our bare feet slapping against the wet pavement. He jumped into one car, and screamed "MILK!" and I stopped. I don't know what the game was, but I couldn't touch him if he found or yelled "milk." I waited behind the car for him to get out - he kicked the door open and started running and I started chasing. We were running faster than normal people run, almost flying/gliding. He jumped into another car, and yelled "MILK" again, so I stopped and paced around waiting for him to get out. He gets out and starts running again - this time Kirby (his car) was in the lot, reverse parked against a 5 foot tall cement wall. And Kirby had no top - he was a convertible integra. T hopped into the driver's seat - I jumped onto the hood of the car, my legs sprawled from one side of the hood to the other, my arms holding onto the windshield. I smirked and watched him fumble around trying to find the milk, and I laughed and said something like "I'm like a flying monkey, aren't I?" He couldn't find the milk so I hopped onto him and bit the back of his neck and gave him a hug. I won.

Purple and Pink Blossoms

I was in some neighborhood or park. There was this tiny girl - I don't remember what she looked like, she could have even been a cartoon character. She sneezed - and this rice-sized purple thing came out of her nose. It floated about in the air, and when it landed - it planted itself and all of a sudden this giant tree blossomed out of the ground - it was bright purple with bright purple blossoms everywhere. I told her to "Do it again!" and told her to make a pink one. She sneezed, and a bright pink seed flew out of her nose - floated out, landed, planted and the same thing - a giant pink tree blossomed right next to the purple one. I remember the branches and blossoms swaying swiftly in the wind - they glowed, almost as if they were neon lights - and inside the blossoms were glowing white lights, like stars.